Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Today i had a day which i m quite confused abt today as usual i m quite blur sometimes. Cos i m used to wakin up at 6 on tuesday. However i still went to sch at a later time to meet my frens: Fad Cavin Leon Xav Dina Alex Ice Rain & Xuan in sch for self revision the library is so pack jus like Food Junction during lunchtime. Anyway I am listening to my fav song its jay zhou "ye hui mei" album v nice i think Tiffany & Rain shld agree wif mi. To tok abt his album abit the first song is Yi Fu Zhi Ming the song melody v nice its abt a son who muz take revenge for his father who is kill by some gangster i tink. Now to tok abt the song i love the most is Qing Tian it start wif the slow strummin of the guitar v nice its abt a relationship tat started in the summer but i like the Music Video the most as it uses the pic of diff objects to form the word "I love U" i tink. I been tinkin who is so creative to tot of tat. Too bad i m single now nobody to try on lol.
Enuff of all this love is in the air thingy i tink muz use AA to gun it dw as if anyone can go wifout feelins. Anyway I dun have much feelins today but i will still write my feelins, i tink tat love is not only a boy girl thingy its a v important part of our lives as our families will always love us no matter what only we cant find a way to express it properly. For mi family love is v important as i m suffering from DMD which requires a lot care from them i am v grateful to them but jus cant express it by my mouth so i will write. I quite emotional now almost cryin again to others i seem v happy but they nv see the sad me n i nv want too as they dun any of them to worry abt mi. But for mi i wun not go into a relationship as i would rather suffer the hardship by myself as i dun want to b a burden to her so i will jus stay low n forget abt it as i tink she would b happier wif someone tat can take gd care of her n gim her happiness my feelins r gettin the better mi sry i got to stop cant write if not i will breakdown tats all. Gdbye to her n dun ever tok abt it to mi or else i will get angry or i duno wat i will do to u or myself. If u r curious find out who is it by observin mi. Tats all i feel so gd after lettin go of my feelins i m free now?Or i m lyin to myself n her.
Phrase 4 2day: Love is abt gimming n not takin wifout returnin it to ur loved ones
posted at 9:16 pm
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