Sunday, October 17, 2004
So bz weekend sianz........ Cant play boccia cos too bz hiaz...
I switch on the com once i had my breakfast bcos of the suxy asp i had to sit in front of my com. I rather sit in front of a pretty girl whole dan the ugly com. Watever I did the asp after some time of figurin out. Anyway i got it done after forgettin i had to take my lunch. Dan i login my msn and start chattin to my frens namely MH ,Kevin & Tiffany abt all sorts of stupid craps i feel like typing. After chattin for some time Mh & Kevin no reply liao always like tat nvm. I chat abt stupid things wif her duno y always find her to tok. Maybe girls r better listener boys as i m a v bad listener so cant tok to ppl v well. The details of wat i chat wif three of them is in my chat log so if u r curious hack my com to find out lol. If u noe how u can stop studyin in NYP as u r too gd to do so. U can go to work for anti-hackin co. liao.
How i wish my exams will end nvm i will jus study to kill time. I nid to understand my `enemies` in order to kill them so i muz study. If not they will kill mi so evil of them enuff of how i study for exams. I had dinner n the fish porridge is the worse i ever had even worse dan the chinese medicine which i had took for 5 yrs until they taste like dessert to mi. U might not agree wif mi if u take chinese medicine b4. When takin my dinner i was tinkin of wat to write for EYES cos writin abt girls v hard one u noe, u muz b thinkin of tat girl until u see her face v clear. Enuff of my trade secrets shhh no tok liao baka. I hope everyone had a gd dinner not like mi still tinkin while eatin maybe tats y i so focus on my tasks.
I love the nite for its so quiet n romantic especially along Changi Beach wif someone u love deeply where u can see the planes takin off n landin. Jus imagine airport is a place where ppl say their gdbyes to their love ones n reunite wif their love ones. Its such an emotional scene tat u can cry due to sadness or happiness. But y is it tat we always find the courage to tell someone our true feelins when they r gg to b gone from us. Maybe if the outcome isnt wat we wanted we wun b meetin each other anymore. And sometimes we realise tat wifout them ard, our life seems v lonely n when we see the someone after some time we dun feel anything for each other anymore or we r attached alrdy. Tats wat i feel everytime when i let someone go wifout even tryin to noe them or get close to them. Wow i got so mani feelins today maybe i m tinkin of her again or i m v tired.
I got nth to write anymore.
As usual pharse 4 2day: How many times muz I lose someone or something to noe their importance in my life?
Hope anyone who agree wif mi tats it meaningful enuff, pls gimme a tag k? Tats all i ask
posted at 11:15 am
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