Saturday, November 13, 2004
This is the question tat have been gg thru my head everyday. I always tink i will b happy if i live the way i like but i wrg as there r ppl who hate mi 4 being who i m haiz. Y mus tis happen, i tink i cant make every1 like mi as i m on wheelchair n theres a word trouble tat tag along wif mi LOL. But theres nth i cld do wif tis F***in illness, tats y i feel tat i can see who is my true fren thru tis way. As the sayin goes: A fren in need is a fren indeed. tats i feel abt ppl in my life. Enuff of tis sad stuff. I got a prob now which is whether SHIT is the as foul as F*** tis word or not? I hope not lol cos SHIT i used the SHIT abit 2 much lol. I dun wan to hav SHIT on my blog it stinks as if we can smell it. Enuff of SHIT for once u piece of SHIT stop typin SHIT. Ok cut the SHIT.
I feel tat i m losin myself later as i started to follow wat ppl do for example i started bloggin when i see my frens doin so n started playin gunbound when i was asked to do so. I m so unlike myself as i m not used to doin wat others do. But i tink human live to b accepted by others so stupid lol. Is it tats y i dun like to b alone . I will not change my decision i made for myself as noone can decide my life as gd as i cld.
Phrase 4 2day: Even if u hate mi i cant stop being myself
posted at 2:20 pm
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