Monday, January 31, 2005
Sick aft a yr of not being sick!
How I hate to b sick, I feel like hell since last thurs all thx to my sore throat. I m coughin my lungs out, its takin a toll on my weak lungs. I m havin headache so mux tat i feel tat my head is breakin apart. And wif all the upcomin test i m dyin frm it, but i mus not b defeated by tis stupid cough. I tink m i being 2 hard on myself cos of my stupid determination. Hope i will recover wifout havin to go NUH chalet.
Ytd went to the Swensens @ Plaza Singapura 4 my fren Make A Wish party which is organised by Make A Wish Foundation. Its only for children n youths tat r short-lived bcos of their illness like me. He got a new motorised wheelchair wif headlights, signallights, taillights & a reclinin feature. WOW SO GD. Guess Wat it cost $9500. Aft it my frens got prob on which lvl of the mall shld we go. V confusin even worse dan my java.
But my problematic feelins isnt jus mi my frens wif the same illness is suferin it too. so i m not alone. I feel tat even norm ppl r scared tat they dun stand a chance to hav a successful confession. Dan wat chance do i hav, so i jus leave my feelins aside. Frens r gd enuff for mi, at least still can tok to each other.
posted at 12:37 pm
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