Friday, February 11, 2005
Happy Chinese New Year to go my blog-readers.
Hows new yr for every1 hope its fun. If its not fun dan dun feel sad. I will blog abt my exp for it.
1st day:
Went to my 5th aunt hse as the last family lol haiz every yr like tat but still angbao to collect but mus say all the nice things over n over again. Or else we wun feel happy. Aft tat is my Ah gong hse. Heres the challenge his hse located at lvl 3, 2lvls dw frm the nearest lift. So got to b carried dw by my father n wheelchair let my relatives carry v troublesome but got help still ok. Its been a yr since i go his hse again, but my Ah gong grown old lots too bad i cant take care of him. But seein my younger cousins n my nieces runnin ard the hse i tot how every1 was ten yrs back. Its was v funny when i tot how i was make fun of when i was young. So my cousins n nieces r my target to make fun of. But they r jus so active n cute altho sometime they scream v loud while playin. My elder cousin was their clown for tat day. They r buggin him like his own children but he jus play wif them until he was v tired. Dan he tot a v lame trick, he ask them to count the peanuts which always increase by 1 aft they r done countin. They r v confuse abt it until we cldnt stop luffin. I went to play blackjack but always get 20pts but seldom get 21pts. I was so tired tat i jus slp in a sec in my bed.
2nd day:
I went to my mum 3rd sis hse.Theres something funny at her hse. Theres a Zhao Cai Mao tat play Chinese New Yr music when u r withtin its range. Jus like intruder alert system but i m not a intruder. My cousin dog was dressed in a pink dress now the dog r so hao mi. My nephew v cute but still duno how to tok, but luff a lot until all his saliva drool on his shirt. Y babies drool so mux?Y r they so cute?But they r handful to tk care jus like me. Only i not cute like them n heng i dun drool lol. How i wish i got the strength to carry them but too bad i cant So Sad. Played my nephew dad who is my v kiddo elder cousin ps2. The Initial D game v hard to win for first timers but my elder cousin v pro his drivin v style so jealous of him lol.
Later in the evenin went to my Dad 2nd sis hse. The kids r runnin all over the hse they r always so active jus like battery wif v long life. I won some $$ at blackjack, when i was the dealer i won 2 rounds out of 3. Too bad i blew the last round or else got lots of $$.
posted at 4:12 pm
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com
I got nth better to do so i take tis Naruto character test. It turn out i m Naruto lol nv noe tat i m such a peron. I feel tat i lack confidence, but I love starin at ppl who stare at me. Or joke v loudly abt I m a high voltage guy tat shock any1 in sight. If u say i m energetic its abit true cos i feel v sick if u ask me to stay still. Even if i m stayin still my mind is still movin. Dan the gogetter i duno its meanin.
posted at 1:13 am
Monday, February 07, 2005
I m displayin my older chinese stuffs again cos i nid to let go of some feelins
Use encodin to view the chinese words
矛盾
我在人海里潜水时遇见一条美人鱼 , 那条美人鱼就是你!!!!!!
从那天起我就一直寻找者你, 每次找到你我的心就想接进你.
却每次都让你游掉, 或者就是静静的仰望者你.
我想让彼此的距离给缩短,却做不到.
因为我缺乏勇气缩短彼此的距离.
还是我们实终是属于两个不同世界的人.
这之有我自己知道, 没有人能比我更清楚.
但是我就是没勇气做我该做的事.
也许喜欢你不带表拥有你, 而是懂得如何让你快乐.
这应该是胆小的自己, 没去尝试又怎样知道.
万一拥有彼此会让我们找到幸福与快乐.
This is translation of it:
“Dilemma”
I met a mermaid, while diving in the azure ocean. That mermaid was you. From that day on I have been searching for you. Each time I do find you my heart yearns to be close to you. Yet each time I let you swim away, or I'll admire you from afar. I wish to shorten the distance between us, but I couldn't. As I lack the courage to shorten the distance. Maybe, in the end, we belong to two different worlds.
This, only I know. No one else understands like I do. Still, I lack the courage to do what I should do. Probably liking you doesn't mean having you, but rather knowing what makes you happy. That must be my cowardly self. How would I know the sweetness without tasting it? What if having each other would let us find bliss
End
Original Version by: Lim Shin Ming (Shinigami)
Translated by: Eugene Huang Yong Qiang
Hope everyone tat understand tis gimme a comment K?
posted at 2:12 am
Thursday, February 03, 2005
I m knocked out by cough which turn to lung infection got to stay at hm for 3 days jus treat as a rest frm my bz life . Aft stayin at hm for 2 days i feel tat i m losin touch wif myself, so i m findin back wat i had lost in order to find some drive in my life. Been playin C&C Generals to kill time only dan i found out i feel so refresh aft playin it. I feel tat i got everyting to crush my enemies like ants. Destruction awaits in every game, watchin my enemies fall like domino is too fun to stop. But if war is tat destructive y mus we still hav so many wars HAIZZZ watchin innocent ppl caught in the crossfire of military. I tink JAY "ZHI ZHAN ZHI SHANG" reflects our anti-war feelin. He wrote sth in his bk "music is the most gentle weapon" i got the rough meanin only.
Anyway there r lots of rumors flyin ard me but none of them r true cos my life is once again fill wif games n java. So I jus take the rumors in my stride or else i will die of it. But i mus maintain my cool in all tis rumors cos r all false so i got nth to b afraid of.
posted at 6:55 pm
Haha want to know more about ME AR??? Read closely then HOR
Me:
Name: Lim Shin Ming
Nick: Shin, Shinigami
Age: 20
Marital Status: Single aka Detach opp of Attach LOL. LAME...
Personal Style: Lame, Daydream
HMMM... What do I like haha
Anime Esp BLEACH
Cars Esp Mazda RX-8
Playing Computer Games
Gals, I m a normal guy OK
Singers: Jay, Lee Hom
Poetry
Choir
Nothing in Particular except for the following
When people stare at me till they freeze, cause I am on motorised wheelchair. HAHA din see before Huh?
Being made use of
Too much time but duno how to use
Loneliness
Hypocrites