Thursday, February 03, 2005
I m knocked out by cough which turn to lung infection got to stay at hm for 3 days jus treat as a rest frm my bz life . Aft stayin at hm for 2 days i feel tat i m losin touch wif myself, so i m findin back wat i had lost in order to find some drive in my life. Been playin C&C Generals to kill time only dan i found out i feel so refresh aft playin it. I feel tat i got everyting to crush my enemies like ants. Destruction awaits in every game, watchin my enemies fall like domino is too fun to stop. But if war is tat destructive y mus we still hav so many wars HAIZZZ watchin innocent ppl caught in the crossfire of military. I tink JAY "ZHI ZHAN ZHI SHANG" reflects our anti-war feelin. He wrote sth in his bk "music is the most gentle weapon" i got the rough meanin only.
Anyway there r lots of rumors flyin ard me but none of them r true cos my life is once again fill wif games n java. So I jus take the rumors in my stride or else i will die of it. But i mus maintain my cool in all tis rumors cos r all false so i got nth to b afraid of.
posted at 6:55 pm
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