Thursday, April 28, 2005
Y is the weather so hot lately haiz. It makin me gg siao n start to tink of lots of things ard me. Firstly is my ever persisent dream which i had, it is i can walk n grab hold of my own happiness. If u keep on dream abt sth does it means u tink abt it a lot. Will it come true in the near future or a dream is nv meant to come true. I hope its nt the latter or else lots of ppl wif my conditon will nt b able to walk again. I will continue wif tis dream until the day i walk again. But i m tinkin if i m cured will i turn into another person tt isnt the person i m now? Mayb i will bcos i might nt b able to handle my freedom. Enuff of my dreams all tis. I shld b tinkin wat i cld achieve being on a wheelchair n being more realistic abt things.
I suddenly tot of a rain scene lately which i feel like writin it dw.
There is a heavy dwpour outside of the cafe tt u r in. Frm the cafe windows u cld c some ppl runnin towards the cafe. And there are some ppl out there who r enjoyin themselves in the dwpour. At tt pt of time wat will u b tinkin of doin, i will stay here n b dry or lets get out there n b drench. If u chose the first option it means u r aware of the outcome b4 u do sth. And the second option means tt u will always enjoy urself first dan tink abt the outcome later. So which type of person u r? For me it might b the first option as i noe tt when i m dw wif a cough or flu, its nt only me tt will suffer but my parents too. As they gt to help me clear my lungs of phlegm if nt i will cough like mad n experience shortness of breathe.
Now the heavy dwpour has turned into a drizzle. The raindrops r droppin in a v soothing tune n glitterin in the sunlight. Its quite a nice scene rite? If u hav a few hrs to spare will u order another cup of coffee n sip it while lookin at the ppl walkin outside or jus grab watever u had wif u n walked out of the cafe. Again is the wat character u r when u chose a certain option. First option : U noe how take notice of beautiful moments by slowin dw ur pace when u gt the spare time to do so. Second option: U r always rushin ard tt always miss out the beautiful moments in ur life. I will take the 1st option as i gt lots of spare time n i like to do things slowly so tt u enjoy every moment to the fullest.
Hope u will tag me on wat option u made n whether u tink tat my analysis is rite. Thx for doin so n readin thru tis post
posted at 2:06 am
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
This is a story i copied frm my fren's blog Riffus is a boy who has to rely on wheelchair for his whole life. He is just like a normal child who studied in a normal school. After his O level he managed to get into the poly and the course he wanted. He was very happy that he can do what he like most which is programming. But deep down inside him, he was very worry about whether anyone would help him in school. As all his secondary school friends went to different poly. Finally after a few months of waiting, the school orientation has arrived. Of course all his fears are bugging him again. Despite all his fears, he decided to challenge himself once more. “I must make a few friends during my orientation,” he told himself. Given his talkative nature, it wasn’t hard for him made some friends. During the whole orientation, he was looked after by the school seniors who are very good to him. After three days, the orientation ended, Riffus was still uncertain about his new environment. After a week, it’s the first day of school. He just went to school without all his worries. Due to the fact that earlier on the class chairman arranged a duty timetable for taking of him. After a day with his classmates, he enjoyed himself a lot. However something happened to him during one of their practical session. He started to take notice of a girl from his class who is sitting at the opposite row. “She is quite pretty, why didn’t I notice her last time,” he thought. During the two hours, he looking at her a few times because he cant take his eyes off her. From then on, Riffus will always try to catch a glimpse of her face. After two weeks in school, he got to know that she is called Rin. Following that he asked for her handphone number from his class chairman. He told her how he got her number in his first sms to her. In that sms he also asked her to add him in msn and friendster. “That wasn’t too hard,” he joked with himself. They talked about their interests in msn. From that chat, he left a quite good impression on her. He also found out that, both of them liked the same singer. Despite all this, he still felt that she only treat him as her classmate. Her friends and her spent some time with him on her duty days. Besides that they always go their separate ways with their friends. However he always talked a lot with her online and through sms. She would always ask him for help regarding school work. Of course he helped her willingly every time. In order not to so obvious that he only help her. He started helping his friends in whichever way he could. When Riffus started to know Rin better, he asked her if she is attached. He expected it to be yes, and it was indeed a yes. At first he felt quite sad about it, but he told himself that a girl with her looks is bound to be attached. Therefore he continue to be her friend, hiding his feelings from. Then she asked him who he like in the class. He was too shocked to reply her, and told her nobody. “You idiot boy why didn’t you told her,” he shouted in his head. Finally after a few months of school, it is approaching examinations. Being concern about her, he asked her is there any problems with your studies? She told him that she do not understand the programming module. Being quite average in that module, he told her that the class will be having a group revision. He asked her to come along and she agreed. Some of his friends said to him “You are fast in doing so”. He taught her everything he knew about it. His best friend who is the smartest in class praised him for being able to explain everything very clearly to her. He helped her until the day of exams. The days he spent teaching her was his happiest days. As he felt being disabled he is still able to help her. When they got their examinations, he was very happy that the both of them got good results.
posted at 4:24 am
Monday, April 25, 2005
Woo Hoo I enjoyed myself totally ytd , i get to meet up wif frens aft my sickenin exams. I went to tao payoh joint social services centre for MDAS 5th anniversary celebration. Its been a long time since i joined MDAS but i nv regret it. The DJ Li Yi frm 933 brought some cd for us too so kind of her , i grab hold of Jay cd as soon as i saw it. Mayb like his songs too mux, its the concert live cd n qi li xiang mv vcd.
Aft tat its the timeline n flashback of MDAS, i was in some of the photos which i dun even noe who took my picture. But they look gd , dan i v ok liao. it was followed by some performance by two clowns, altho clowns r v stupid i really admire the people who r clowns. They do all sort of silly things wifout feelin embarrass, jus to c the smile n heard the laughter of the audience.
Aft tat its lunchtime, the food was still ok nt v gd or v bad. Followin it was a balloon foldin performance, the performer Vincent is v gd as he invented some of his own designs which is kinda comical. Dan he brought a v big purple balloon which need to b deflated wif a electrical pump, i was tinkin how loud will it b when it burst LOL. Siao ar my frens scolded me.
Its the cake cuttin ceremony, n we planned a surprise for our Auntie Sherena. We brought out her birthday cake, she was so touched tat her tears rolled dw her cheeks. IF its i wld b too shocked to tok or cry, haiz slow reaction one. Its was indeed a great way to thx her for all her contributions to MDAS. Wifout all her efforts i dun tink i will meet all my gd frens tat i hav now.
Later tat we played a v funny game, u guys still remember tat purple balloon? We cld only use our heads to head the balloon ard in the circle. The balloon caught me by surprise a few times, it cld knock the air out of u jus like someone hit u in the face. We were all laughin like mad cos its too fun liao. More fun dan computer games.
Time to go back liao lo. But our grp of frens had some activites. HAHA we did sth v stupid again, one of fren went to toilet n took a v long time. We were too bore waitin for him, we played a police n bank robber standoff.
"U R SURROUNDED PUT U WEAPONS DW N WALK OUT OF THE BANK"
"U R GIVEN 10SECS TO DO SO OR ELSE WE R GG TO FORCE OUR WAY IN"
"10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1"
But he was still in there haiz our tactic din work. "Ni men heng chao leh", the first word he told us when hes out of the toilet. The standoff ended peacefully wifout any causalities. We went to marina south to hav steamboat dinner. Wah Lau v hot ar, can die frm it. We met another kind soul there, hes the owner of the steamboat shop. He gave us Sri Lankan crabs pincers they r v big n a bowl of shark fin. Hope can enjoy more of tis treament else where nxt time.
Aft dinner i took a stroll wif frens outside the shop, wa v coolin compare to the shop. We saw some v chio...............wat u tink it is? Gals or cars? If u say gals, we dan nt so bian tai. Its cars of cos, there was v chio honda city the car was modded v gd of all the cars i was b4. If i cld drive tat car to sch i wldnt mind cos can impress lots of ppl. We saw some excitin things too, c alrdy heart will beat v fast. There r three motorcycles speedin dw the road, they took the corner wif their bikes in a 45 degree tilt to the side. V style leh but if accident sure v cham one, hope they dun end up in hosp one day.
The end of ytd activites
posted at 6:09 am
Friday, April 22, 2005
Ytd i was browsin the blogskins site to find some skins on anime. Dan the weirdest thing happen, i stumbled upon nice skin for my blog. I found a skin based on the anime Bleach. The creator of the skin shared the same name n surname as my sec sch fren. I was wth cld it b her, i v curious n went to the blog of the skin owner. Wah lau bu hui ba, its really her as all the blog links r names of my classmate. She oso like Bleach a lot leh. LOL y i so lucky in tis kind of things. Hope i m lucky in 4D too lol. But i hope they remember who i m . As din contact them for 2yrs liao.
If u wan to noe wat is Bleach I will tok abt it abit here. Bleach is not abt the detergent used for washin, as if i so siao go watch detergent. It is abt Shinigami, which is oso known as godofdeath /soul reaper or watever they r called. They r in-charge of bringin the gd souls to a place called Soul Society. N of cos there r bad souls which r called Hollows, here is where the Shinigami come in handy their job is to purify the Hollows into gd souls so tat they cld go Soul Society. Its a nice anime, tat made me whether souls exists ard us. So u shld watch it.
I feel v xia suay bcos ppl study biotech can do blogskin, i leh study IT still duno how to do lol. Anyway i html B only so nvm if i cant do.
posted at 11:50 am
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
手 拥有一双手的用处何在 是否是让我能牵着你那双温暖的手. 我每次都不想放开你的手, 害怕一放开你的手就像会失去你似的. 我一感到这个不安的感觉时, 我就会有一个想把你抱在怀里冲动. 在我的怀里你是否拥有了安全感. 每次我都情不自禁得想抚摸你柔软的长发. 一摸到你脸颊上的泪水我的心痛得心如刀割. 是否有一天我得懂得如和放开你. 如果这样做会让彼此幸福, 我就会毫无痛处的办到吗? 我会用我的双手让你找到幸福.
在那一天还没到来之前,
posted at 4:37 am
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Ytd went to a restuarant at the lvl 60 of the UOB buildin. My 1st tot is wa resturant so high later lift spoil dan customer all mus climb stairs lol. But v stupid of me to tink of tat. My parents n i took my uncle car. As my car is in the workshop, it got hit by a 5 Tonne tyre on my last paper. Luckily i wasnt ard n nobody got hurt in tis accident. WAH LAU the car v ugly on tat day c liao oso scared. The whole rear door on the left was practically dmg until v badly tat the door cant even open. The front door had a gap at the upper right hand corner. Haiz c alrdy feel v sad for my car.
The lift at tat buildin still mus call the guard to activate wif the keys. Security so tight hope really got use. When the lift rise to above lvl 40 my ear like got air stuck in it bcos of the pressure. The food there is gd.N the ppl workin r mostly frm China so dun really feel like a Singapore restaurant. One table cost $800 so ex, can b my 8mths allowance liao. My Primary 1 cousin v gd life bday still got go restuarant celebrate. If i v rich every weekend sure go restaurant eat lol. M wishfull tinkin again
posted at 2:42 pm
Saturday, April 16, 2005
You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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posted at 9:13 am
Friday, April 15, 2005
Tis is the 1st time i m writin in my new blog. I tink tat tis blog is many times better dan my old blog. The layout is quite well wif a white background for ez readin n the font is in shades of gray or black which strikes a sharp contrast wif the background. The hyperlinks at the top rite hand corner make certain sections of my blog appear when u click on them.
Finally my sickenin exams r over or else i will b dw wif two things. Which is freedomsick n gamesick both r derive frm lovesick which everyone shld noe wat it is unless u got no feelins.
The game i m usin to kill time wld b World Of Warcraft (WoW) is it free? Of cos it is or else i wun b playin it. Let me help my fren Leon to promote his own server for WoW. If u want to create a acc u can contact me abt it. PLS use simple account name n pwd to ensure the correct info n for u remember well.
posted at 10:09 am
Thursday, April 14, 2005
This story i had heard B4 on the radio, at the start i was laughin like hell as the guy put salt in his coffee. V stupid person dan do tat, but it helped him find his happiness. We really duno wat fate has for us until the very moment. It may b gd or bad. Altho its like tis we shldnt say leave it to fate everyday. Unless u work v hard for it n still can get it, wat isnt meant to b urs wldnt b urs.
He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home."
Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there."
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands. He had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living the happy life. And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you - the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell
you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?" She replied, "It's sweet."
posted at 4:34 am
Haha want to know more about ME AR??? Read closely then HOR
Me: 
Name: Lim Shin Ming
Nick: Shin, Shinigami
Age: 20
Marital Status: Single aka Detach opp of Attach LOL. LAME...
Personal Style: Lame, Daydream
HMMM... What do I like haha
Anime Esp BLEACH
Cars Esp Mazda RX-8
Playing Computer Games
Gals, I m a normal guy OK
Singers: Jay, Lee Hom
Poetry
Choir
Nothing in Particular except for the following
When people stare at me till they freeze, cause I am on motorised wheelchair. HAHA din see before Huh?
Being made use of
Too much time but duno how to use
Loneliness
Hypocrites