Thursday, April 28, 2005
Y is the weather so hot lately haiz. It makin me gg siao n start to tink of lots of things ard me. Firstly is my ever persisent dream which i had, it is i can walk n grab hold of my own happiness. If u keep on dream abt sth does it means u tink abt it a lot. Will it come true in the near future or a dream is nv meant to come true. I hope its nt the latter or else lots of ppl wif my conditon will nt b able to walk again. I will continue wif tis dream until the day i walk again. But i m tinkin if i m cured will i turn into another person tt isnt the person i m now? Mayb i will bcos i might nt b able to handle my freedom. Enuff of my dreams all tis. I shld b tinkin wat i cld achieve being on a wheelchair n being more realistic abt things.
I suddenly tot of a rain scene lately which i feel like writin it dw.
There is a heavy dwpour outside of the cafe tt u r in. Frm the cafe windows u cld c some ppl runnin towards the cafe. And there are some ppl out there who r enjoyin themselves in the dwpour. At tt pt of time wat will u b tinkin of doin, i will stay here n b dry or lets get out there n b drench. If u chose the first option it means u r aware of the outcome b4 u do sth. And the second option means tt u will always enjoy urself first dan tink abt the outcome later. So which type of person u r? For me it might b the first option as i noe tt when i m dw wif a cough or flu, its nt only me tt will suffer but my parents too. As they gt to help me clear my lungs of phlegm if nt i will cough like mad n experience shortness of breathe.
Now the heavy dwpour has turned into a drizzle. The raindrops r droppin in a v soothing tune n glitterin in the sunlight. Its quite a nice scene rite? If u hav a few hrs to spare will u order another cup of coffee n sip it while lookin at the ppl walkin outside or jus grab watever u had wif u n walked out of the cafe. Again is the wat character u r when u chose a certain option. First option : U noe how take notice of beautiful moments by slowin dw ur pace when u gt the spare time to do so. Second option: U r always rushin ard tt always miss out the beautiful moments in ur life. I will take the 1st option as i gt lots of spare time n i like to do things slowly so tt u enjoy every moment to the fullest.
Hope u will tag me on wat option u made n whether u tink tat my analysis is rite. Thx for doin so n readin thru tis post
posted at 2:06 am
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