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2007-10-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hi there I am back, finally got some free time to blog. But it is not a v ez n gd process b4 i can get this break.

It all started ard 1 mth back, when I went for my medical appointment with my
Orthopaedic doctor aka Bone doctor, cos a small bit of wire from my spine scoliosis op 6yrs ago manage to poke a hole thru my skin somehow. So I need an op to remove tt excess wire and fix the wire properly.

Ytd was my op day, I wait from 230 to 430 b4 they wheel my bed to the OT waitin area. While lyin there a nurse tok to me abit, so nt tt bored HENG ar lol. Dan wheel to another and wait again. Finally after all tis waitin, I am wheeled to the OT where they start my op.

First they washed my back with lots of alcohol BRRR cold. Than doctor injected 15ml of anaesthesia. I practically made alot variations of OUCH! thruout the 3 jabs wonder gt from the range of A to G note, mayb gt falsetto too. Overall it is painful.

Second he start cuttin but I OUCH again, so he stop dan inject anaesthesia again. But can feel sth lik the knife is stuck on my back.

Third after he done cuttin, he say forceps meaning he is usin it to open my skin. Dan following tt he say pliers, he used it to pull the wire. Heres where everything get real scary, I can practically feel tt he is tuggin at my spine and wire being pulled. So I start my OUCH! variation again.

Fourth he cut the wire away and twist the wire properly. I also can practically feel tt he is tuggin at my spine and wire being coiled ard my spine. So I start my OUCH! variation again.
However, I m nt sure whether i OUCH! till blur cos i OUCH when he din touch me. He say "Fren i din touch u." Wah I v PS lo, the nurse oso say dun anyhw OUCH!, really pain dan OUCH! I reply really pain lo.

Last he stitch my wound and finally everything is over LOL. HENG AR. And again washed my back wif alcohol, followed by iodine.

That is my whole op. Scary rite? LOL

2007-09-10T13:25:00.000+08:00

It has been almost a month since I last blog-ed. Cos I felt v sick last month, but nw I had just recovered.

Lately, I always feel hungry easily HAHA shld b PAYBACK TIME!!! cos 1mth sick n din eat much . Hope I dun eat n eat till my weight go up by a few KGs.

I will b getting busy by tml so wun blog so much le.

Signing off
Shin

2007-08-15T10:45:00.000+08:00

Been watchin TV for almos 10hrs for the past few days. Of cos nt Mediacorp TV, i m referin to CableTV which gt alot of nice documentaries tt i can watch whole day. As a trial period, I can watch almos all the channels which 100 over. I can even kill time by channel switchin or browsin the on-screen TV guide.

But nt usin the com for too long is indeed better LOL.

2007-08-13T18:01:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to watch Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi, I wld give it 3stars out of 5.

It is jus lik any other romance movie about first love, showing v sweet moments of love. But there is a part where Jay duel wif a student using the piano, it is so WAH so LI HAI sia lik v hao lian lo. No choice their skills so gd. The prize is a v rare piano score which Jay gave to Rain who wants tt score.

The climax of the movie is when Jay realize the reason for Rain disappearance, which is quite creepy at first. It also an unexpected twist because it is an old piano which create the chance for them to meet. I wld nt wan such a first love V SCARY LEH. How the piano do it is a Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi. But the ending kinda cliffhanger.

Overall, there are some humor here n there wif some V COLD de.

Too bad Kevin cant make it. I wld say it is a can watch.

I FEEL JAY CAN BE A GD DIRECTOR. JIA YOU!!!

2007-08-07T11:33:00.000+08:00

HAIZ I have been sick for 2wks le so SIAN LO. Tts y i din blog much.

But ytd I recieve another funny phone call. It was so OMG WTH kind of feeling.

The person shld b finding someone whose name sounded lik mine.

Caller: Hello
Me: Hello

Caller: May I speak to Shin Ming(sounded lik my name)
Me: Ya I am Shin Ming.
Caller: silence ....................

Caller: May I speak to Shin Ming
Me: I am Shin Ming(I repeated louder, tot she cant hear)
Caller: silence ....................

Caller: Is this Shin Ming?
Me: I am Shin Ming(I kinda piss le, repeated louder)
Caller: silence ....................

Caller: Shin Ming is a girl leh!
Me: ARRRRRRRRRRRR(was v shocked)

Caller hung up the phone.

This call is so enlightening, I am a girl??!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-23T13:22:00.000+08:00

I am uploadin another of my poem. As someone (if u r readin haha) say muz upload to my blog.

After listenin to Jay Chou new song Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi for umpteen times. I wrote this poem entitled "Cuppa of Memory". The poem is about a guy(nt me) thinking of his past.

Hope u will enjoy it!!

Click on image to enlarge

2007-07-19T17:12:00.000+08:00

Ytd when I was working in MDAS office. I had to answer a phone call which kinda funny.

The conversation was in chinese, but I am gonna type in eng. The caller was a kan cheong spider so HAHA read on to find out more

Caller: Hello

Me: Hello, yes

Caller: SGH refer me to here to book a timing

Me: Huh? Book a timing for?

Caller: I want to have a checkup for my teeth

Me: Check your teeth?

Caller: Do you understand chinese?

Me: Ya I understand

Caller: Huh. This is not polyclinic meh?

Me: This not polyclinic leh

Caller: Do you know the number then?

Me: Hmm sry i duno leh

Caller: Then where am I calling to?

Me: Here is an office leh

Caller: SRY!! SRY!! Bye Bye

Me: Nvm. It is alright. Bye

Thats the whole call. After that I was at laughing when explaining to Noornisah what did the caller want and said. HAHA Thx to tt caller I was smiling thruout till 4pm.

Maybe next time will got ppl call asking, I am calling to book time for check my *cough* reproductive organ. If tt happen I wld *BLUSH* Ermmm sry, this is nt a clinc.

2007-07-11T12:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went for a MDAS school talk at Damai Sec with Sherena. I admit that I felt tense even though this is the 2nd time giving a presentation to students. Maybe cause of my pressure sore pain on Sunday and Monday was sapping away my energy to focus on the preparation work for Tuesday talk.

But I was utterly surprised when Sherena said that my flow very good like 'Bei Shu'. I was "Huh are you sure about it." But I am still monotone in my speech HAIZ must get rid of this problem, if not I cant improve myself. The school environment always give me a feeling that I got to be serious and cant joke during my presentation.

However Sherena said that humour will keep your audience attention as they will not feel bored. In order to attain humour I must relax myself.

She also taught me some ways and exercises to maintain my condition. They are very useful, so I must put in the efforts to do so. I want to be independent as much as possible.

I will take your advice THANKS A MILLION TIMES.

2007-07-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

Last I went to watch Transformers, I would say it is very worth watching as it has a very good mix of humor and action. I like the part whereby the Bumblebee tries to help Sam gave the girl a ride home, by playing the music to suit the ambience. Then Sam always say the wrong words to her which is so funny.

The action part comes when the bad robot started to attack the US soldiers in Qatar. The scene is full of chaos and destruction. Amidst the battle there is also some humor, when the soldier try to call for help with the phone. The operator way of talking is HAHA if you watch the movie you know why. Finally the air strike came and manage to fend off the attacker with very heavy firepower.

Back to Sam the part he discover about Bumblebee being a robot sure to make you laugh. I like it when Bumblebee was pissed off and changed into a new Camaro. The part whereby Bumblebee comrades arrive on Earth and went to Sam house is very lame cos the way they tried to hide themselves is so dumb.

The climax is the showdown of good and evil. The fighting is so style. Sam saves the day, you rocks.

2007-07-06T21:35:00.001+08:00

Been working for 2 continuous day at MDAS office, feeling abit tired cos I rested for 5days already.
But the past 2 days I finally know more about 2 new things.

1st Thing:
What is the difference between a fountain and a waterfall. Sounds stupid right HAHA, I agree to it totally cos I feel so embarrassed that I do not know their difference.
Fountain is something that shoots water up or in any direction.
Waterfall is something that let water flows down.
Thanks for telling me the difference HEHE, or else I am still very stupid.

2nd Thing
I tried Nasi Brani for the 1st time HAHA. LAME.......... it is a fact alright, LAUGH all you want WAHAHA. Anyway it isn't as spicy as I thought, lucky or else my mouth will be in smoldering smoke. Overall I like it, a nice dish not to be missed.

ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!! Nobody to chat very long in msn lol

2007-07-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

2007-07-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today is such a nice day cos it is my graduation ceremony, although I had to wake up at 6am. I have never wake up this early since so long except for my sis wedding.
But it is a worthwhile effort for there are surprises that awaits me during my graduation ceremony. Wah sounds so exciting, ya it is till my head still savours the moments till I will smile.

Pre-ceremony
NYP auditorium has a passageway specially built for students who are physically challenged to go up to stage easily. It brings me right to the backstage, I got a feeling of being cheated by the design for 3years. Anyway I still found out about it, HAHA I still got the last laugh.
After this alot lecturers congrats me and my family or just gave me a smile. My director Mr John Tan also did the same, which is indeed nice. Even there are people that I do not know coming to congrats me.

In-ceremony
The usual routine, they demonstrate to us how to receive our diploma from the guest-of-honor, followed by speech from my director and some big shot.
Then it is giving out of diploma, when my name is read out, Alex wheeled me out, outburst of applause and cheers, I was kinda stunned so I just smile my best HEHE. Thank you everyone for giving such a heartwarming response, I simply LOVE it.

Post-ceremony
Took alot of photos, smile till like the mouth in the fixed smiling position. It is good to smile so never mind just do it. The people in the photos grew very fast. There was even a Malay family whom I do not know come take photo with me.
Slacked at school Mac then went to J8 for talk n coffee also walk around awhile and went home.

HAPPY DAY FOR ME.

Love

2007-07-03T11:18:00.002+08:00

This my 1st poem to be uploaded to my new blog. It is entitled "Love", which describes my feelings towards falling love. Hope you will like it. I will be uploading my poems on a monthly basis, just keep a lookout for it.

Click on the image for the larger version.

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2005-11-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

these came from alex's post in blog which come frm cia's post in friendster

1. Do u like 2 smile?
` luv to but cant smile

2. Do u love music?
` As long as its JAY ZHOU

3. Who do u share all of ur most personal secrets
with?
` Nobody as i dun wan to

4. Do u love to shop?
` hate the crowd

5. If u were given a chance to buy anything u want
in the world what would it be?
` eternal friendship n my cure n everyone is in peace

6. Why are you completing this survey?
` cos i'm bored till dyin

7. The most:
a) grossest thing u ever seen?
` dead animals on the road
b) yummiest thing u ever ate?
` so long as i am in a good mood n i m lazy to decide if it suxs

c) cutest boy/girl ever saw?
` the girl tt stole my heart

8. If u were given a chance to rule a country,what
country would it be?
` what country ar mayb i dun like la so troublesome

9. The time you're confused the most?
` Jus woke up or caught unaware

10. The thing that would make u like a guy/girl?
` Being caring and willin to listen

11. Are u always happy?
` To hide my sadness frm my loved ones

12. Are u easily jealous?
` If i m easily jealous i will m jealous of everyone tts walkin

13. Do u always share drinks with a boy/girl?
` Nobody share wif me

14. Are u noisy?
` gt prob shuttin up, but i can extremely quiet, especially when i am tired/slpin/thinking

15. Do u know how to rollerblade?
` I noe hw to drive my motorised wheelchair

16. Do u like to give hugs?
` DMD robbed me of tt, i luv to b hug

17. Do u know how to ice skate?
` If i cld do it wif my wheelchair

18. Do u like guys/girls who curse?
`If they dun curse me or anyone for no reasons n over the slightest things

19. Are u a goody-goody or a naughty kid?
` I wan to b naughty but i cant so i act guai lol

20. Do you think of your future?
` yes, too much, as my time is short

21. Do you easily fall in love?
` Yes as i duno wats luv actually

22. Are you addicted to someONE now?
` yes, my frens n myself

23. Did you u get pissed or pleased?
`I m hard to piss n hard to please lol

2005-11-10T13:11:00.000+08:00

i am tinkin to do this cos i too bored, got it from alex blog where he gt it frm Liting blog

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. being able to stand up again
2. at lest once, i can fall in love
3. to travel around the world with all my good frens

4. learn to be able to program with gd application

5. to finish writing at lest one book abt my life

6. to see someone tt stole my heart ...
7. to c every single fren stay alive n happy

Seven Celebrity Crushes: order from earliest to the latest
1. Jolin
2. Ayumi Hamasaki
3. Angela Zhang
4. Faye frm F.I.R
5. Ella
6. Hebe
7. Still Jolin lol

Seven Often Repeated Words:
1. ar?
2. orh
3. ok
4. qu si la
5. shit
6. wad the...
7. lame

Seven Physical Traits I Look For In The Opposite Sex:
1. eyes
2. long hair
3. nice figure(cos i like cars wif the nice curves)
4so long as she doesn't look like Ru Hua i will nt mind

5. tinkin..
6. orgh tot of it
7.aiya i dun tink there is anymore

Non-physical determinants?
1. Playful most of the times
2. Serious nt tt mux
3. can take my lame jokes n pranks
4. same interest as me
5. not a bitch that luv complainin as mux as she breathes

6. someone tt gims me freedom
7. caring

Seven people i hope can do this nonsense together with me
1. Alex
2.KC

3. Jm
4. Fad
5. Cia
6. Kevin
7. BK

2005-10-18T12:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmmm. I gt nth to do again. When i m bore i tend to daydream alot abt my life n ppl in my life. I tot of my 2 frens KayChoong n Kevin, they are takin their Os tis year. Kinda bring back my memories of tt time, i was strugglin towards my goal like SHIT. It was jus like books r the only things u care the most jus like ur girlfren lol. Anyway i nv fall in luv b4 i dun tink i will noe it well. Everyday i was tinkin abt tt day of release frm the prison of books. N jay song was accompanyin me while i study, tts when i started to like to his songs like anything. I cant help but remember abt tt time. My study style was really v odd, i treat all my subjects jus like my enemies n vow tt i will destroy the wifout mercy or else they will do it on me instead.

All in all BEST OF LUCK FOR UR Os i will always b bhind u my frens. Altho i dun tok mux abt my feelins i m writin them dw. Hope to c the both of u in NYP, cos i nid ppl pei wo in sch frm time to time.

2005-10-12T08:32:00.000+08:00

Wah so fast exams results has gt me again. Tis sem i m quite happy wif grades cos i had gotten rid of the hateful C. But still cant get 3A only gt 2 n the rest r B+. I shld feel happy tt i din get v bad grades. At least i m able to ans to myself n dun feel sorry towards myself. I m in Life Sci n J2EE the nxt sem hope Life Sci is fun or else i will fall aslp.

Lookin forward to the new sem wif the new challenges. Hope it dun kill me.

2005-10-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

I had spent a v meaninful wkend in Teach Me Leadership Camp 2005. The campsite is at Punggol Point Holiday Camp. The 1st impression is the place v ulu n v inaccessible wifout much buses gg there.

Friday:
Its a slow crawl wif the icebreaker. Every1 like v shy to intro themselves. Aft tt is the Full Value Contract n HouseKeeping Rules leaded by Fauzan. The rules r nt v ridiculous only the part abt cant daydream during lessons. I love daydreamin like anything hw can like tt. Anyway i daydream ppl oso duno. The nxt item is lead by Ian, he gave us a pic tt hav two things in it, there is a woman crouchin dw like she is weepin n the other is a man wif elvis hairstyle. The rest is abt effective communication , self-awareness. The night was all abt tokin abt ur character n ur fears. Lots ppl v scare of roaches lol i oso one of them. Aft tt we r dimissed, n i watched Ju-On 2 , the long hair ghost v li hai , her hair can strangle ppl to death sia.
Overall kinda scary compare to the dumb Korean horror movie.

Sat:
We had enuff of ropes n blindfolds no more of them pls la. Y do all the campers so scared of tt? Cos we were thrown into darkness n nid to form a square n i was givin out commands but halfway thru Ian told me i m silenced n i had to shut m mouth. So jue cant tok, tt increased my anxiety even more. But we were quite close to a square, until Meng Koon had his sight back dan everything fall into place. The nxt game is the same items but tis time round we had to move together in our grps to pick up items.Dan Theresa n Hui Qi were the leadin ppl, Theresa was touchin everyone as if a blind person tryin to tell her surroundings. Thus it was a great help. Aft more games its lunch dan games dan dinner. We almos die frm luffin during the dinner break. Da Hong was askin all sorts of funny qns which amted to 150 of them. Tinkin tt made us luff the hell out.

The last 2 days i continue in the nxt post.

2005-09-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

WooHoo, exams r over its time to slack guys. Really playin like siao le. Come to tink of it , i seems to worry abt my results too. Its nt tt i m scared of failin , its jus tt i scared tt i cant tk 3As n if possible no Cs which is my goal. I m still comin back to my main pt here. Which is when u study v hard n did ur best, u will nt b afraid of the outcome tt much.

Tok abt happier things.I m feelin happier lately, i seems to found myself again. I feel like everything is changin ard me. Things seems nicer day by day. But always cant slp in nite, bcos lots of inspiration for my chinese stuffs is floodin me. Look out for them in the near future.

2005-09-21T03:50:00.000+08:00

Yo guys shinigami is back to his blog again. Ermm exams so comin to an end le n Java my eternal foe is jus waitin for me at the end of it. Java is the only thing standin btw me n my beloved freedom.
I might usin some Bleach related terms here. Been readin Bleach manga so mux until i so influence by it le.
I will treat Java as a Menos Grande tt is causin rampage thruout Soul Society dan me as Shin the newest shinigami in Gotei 13, squad 13 which is Captain Ukitake's squad as the replacement for Kaien-dono lol. Kinda thick-skinned ne, anyway fan-fic nia jus let me crap my way thru. My shi kai is Slay All That Cross Your Path Kusokurae.Its jus look like chain tt is made frm fire which burn more intensely as i pump more of my reiatsu into it. It cld throw out blast of fire jus like a flamethrower. Dan my ban kai is sth tt cld burn the air ard my foe n incinerate him till hes reduces to ash. In addtion i can form a firewall ard myself for protection n throw orbs of flames towards the foe. Its form like the tongue of flames lickin in the air.

2005-08-27T01:58:00.000+08:00

Haha v long din blog again le. Exams timetable out le n the last day end in the morning. YES can come hm earlier n rest. But nw the OOAD Proj is in codin stage and we r back to VB aft mux arguments. Wat goes round come round. I fell sick again haiz, hate it cos made me feel like a weakling.

Esp so near to exams dan sick. It suxs totally bcos i cant study a lot n conquer the exams like they r thrash. I tink i shall b usin my ban kai(frm bleach) to end the life of the cruel exams. Its the battlefield tt claims the life of students grades. If u dun fight for ur survival, u will b unable to secure ur grades. So u mus the kill the paper or b killed by it.

Dun make it sound so scary lol. I wanna buy PSP tis sem breaks lol.

2005-08-19T10:37:00.000+08:00

One sem endin soon, wah time really flies. Aiya tis sem i bcomin lazy le nid to buck up or else cant get my As liao. I jus love them cos they r so nice to hav. But is tis the reason for studyin or jus showin off i got A. Either way tis is the drivin force for me to study so much.

Today is O lvl eng oral hope my two frens Kevin n KayChoong perform well the oral today. And get a gd grade for their O.

Jus read Li ting blog n saw the "Bu Lao Er Huo" idiom. Tis reminds me of y ppl hate pirated goods it is bcos the pirates jus take watever aint their work n sell it. Is pirated goods the same outcome as copied exams ans? They r similar in certain ways as in both r other ppl effort. But the only diff is tt u r caught by diff authorities. So tink thrice b4 takin wat aint urs n callin it urs.

Listen to original music cd. Watch original vcd/dvd. Play original games. Write original ans for ur exams.

2005-08-12T07:26:00.000+08:00

Haiz my heart felt quite heavy since ytd morning. I shldnt have speak too fast n made Alex angry wif me. I tink i m too careless wif words , as i nv tink tt words cld make someone so angry. Mayb its my indifferent attitude to wat ppl say abt me tt make me dun feel mux abt words usage. I admit tt everyone will feel angry when ppl say things tt u dun like. As for me, i m kinda stupid at usin the rite words to express my tots.

Alex if u chose to use nv forgive n forget on me i will hav no choice but to lose another fren due to my mouth again. I wld nv blame u for all tis as bad things might hv happen due to tt. However, i did noe tt u wan to tok to Ah Cia abt nastro stuffs. Sry for my words used against u. As i tot "zhong she qing you" means being better to the opp gender. U can tell outright hw u wan me to change or vent all ur anger on me. Hope all tis will atone for agony cause by my words.

Anger is bad for everyone body so try to remain. Happiness is gd for u. I m a person full of sorrows altho i try to lame ard n b happy. Lame craps r my shield against my sorrows. There is always a vision in my head tt i m chain by my sorrows n being pelted by the raindrops frm a storm.

If anyone feel tt tis post is offensive jus whack my tagboard. Or jus post ur views abt tis situation.

2005-08-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

I m screw up a lot today. But i m nt angry over tis morning thing. Anyway its my mouth tt screw me.

Dan sth v bad happen to me, my visual studio cant b installed. My C++ test is utterly screw tml. Y is sadness always with me. Haiz m i the bringer of sorrow

2005-08-07T11:02:00.000+08:00

Your personality is best represented by the
traditional Japanese Katana. You are brave
beyond words and rarely (if ever) act for your
own personal gain. Your honor is very
important to you, and you strive to better
yourself and help others. You try not to let
emotions get in the way of making a sound
decision, and are usually quite successful.

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2005-08-07T10:45:00.000+08:00

You are a peaceful sleeper. You recognize that
sleep is a necessary part of life, and
understand that there is no way for you to
fully appreciate everything around you if you
dont give yourself a break once in a while.
You are a very calm and collected person who
seems to have all of their ducks in a row, so
to speak. You enjoy life without getting
over-enthusiastic and appreciate harmony in all
things.

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2005-08-07T08:22:00.000+08:00

~*~Result nr 11~*~

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Your power is: Transportation

Explanation: To simplify matters you
can, all in all, transport your way to places.
This helps you get to places faster and be more
efficent. In combat that is also good since
your enemy will not know where you are and you
can get suprise attacks on him/her. For evil
purposes you can break in to bancs etc and rob
places. For good purposes you can save people
kidnapped in places (if you know where they
are) etc.
As a person you are always on the go and don't
like not having anything to do. You see boredom
as useless and try to avoid it. Therefor you
have many friends that can keep you occupied.
Other characteristics are that you're a nice
and easy-going person, and maybe even popular.
You are impulsive, energetic and just someone
looking for a fun time and adventures. People
can't be bored with you.
Negative aspects: You have a tendancy to
not stick with people and can get enemies when
you're not loyal. You can also back-talk people
which will make you less liked.

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2005-08-07T08:15:00.000+08:00

Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?

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2005-08-07T08:03:00.000+08:00

Oops, i din update my blog for 3days le. Last weekend during the term break i went to SuperStar Virgo cruise. Its a fun ship wif lots of things to do there n nice slackin spots. But tis wkend back to my boring sch work. Haiz, my java stuck again so sian. I like v stupid everything duno hw to do. N i did sth v stupid ytd. I misplace my OOAD notes liao, hope someone will find my notes or else nid to buy new bk n copy all the ans again.

Last nite i went to the BandzOut it is a band competition. Some of the band sing the song which are metal, i dun like it. As metal v loud n the lead singer seems to b screaming rather dan singin. Most importantly, i went there to support my fren Fad. Fad did u notice tt u look younger in jeans? U shld wear jeans more often so tt u will look younger. Or else ppl will call u Uncle Fad lol. Altho ur band jus won consolation, i hope ur band r happy in wat u guys r doing.

2005-08-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not
in never falling, but in rising everytime we
fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be
seen when a person has "fallen". Only
then one can tell how they will handle it. Just
don't make others fall so you can know who they
really are. You on the other hand may be a very
quick recoverer and don't let people bring you
down. You are your own, and you're find with
that. Emotional issues is something you handle
rather nicely.

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2005-08-03T09:58:00.000+08:00

Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later. Rate and message!

What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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2005-07-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

Do tis gal look like Ayumi Hamasaki?

Look closer, does she still look like Ayumi Hamasaki?

Wow so many Ultraman in the stadium !!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-29T08:15:00.000+08:00

Yea, tml comin le i so happy cos tml i m gg wif MDAS on a cruise to nowhere. Feel quite happy cos i had nv been on a cruise b4. Its Superstar Virgo, a very big ship to start wif, wonderin how to explore it. Frm top to bottom or the other way round. Either way i m so gonna do tis stupid act. My sis say gt a ktv onboard the ship, i tink if i start singin all my frens wld die frm it. Ermm if i can sing ppl to death wun it b gd to kill my enemies. I hope to c the sunset, moon n stars onboard the ship it wld b so nice. The deep blue sea wif its waves lappin gently on the hull, creatin a soothin melody. I better dun hav tt high expectations or else the higher the disappoinment.

So fast one sem gg to end le a yr later or more we r gg to say gdbye to each other. Boys go NS, gals i tink will go work le. For me if i dun get in Uni, i will bcome a full-time slacker.Hope we will nt forget everyone in class, includin ppl we seldom tok too.

2005-07-28T04:43:00.000+08:00

Take The quiz yourself

2005-07-26T05:49:00.000+08:00

Last sunday went to eastpoint for MDAS fund-raisin haircut. Its organise by Hair Secret Saloon, all the hairstylist v young. And their hair v colorful gt red, purple, gold, blue. If i dye my hair like them, sure get warning letter frm the Teo. Moreover, the way they trim the hair quite fast like anyhow cut. But still look v nice on everyone tt went under their scissor.

Ytd i was watchin Jolin J-Game mv-dvd, overall i give it a 7/10.
In the mv Zheng Yi Zi Yan, Bi Yi Zi Yan. Jolin dressin was v hiphop n kinda mature, her dancesteps are rather suited to bring out a female body figure.
In Tian Kong she learned hw to play the piano, looks quite attractive. However, i cld feel tt she brought out the sadness of tt song v well. Mayb she experience a bad relationship b4.
Fan Fu Ji Hao which a song written by her, shes like a person dyin frm sadness. But she was doin sth funny, she used correction fluid to erase the words on a page. Until its left wif "Ni", "Wo", "Ta" n all the puncation marks.

Tts all i hav for the past few days.

2005-07-23T08:32:00.000+08:00

I jus tot sth again, its abt y i tink tt gettin a bracelet for the girl tt u like has deep meanin to it.
Let me explain:

The bracelet is jus tight enuff to prevent it frm fallin off her hand. It wld b v uncomfortable if its too tight on her hand. It wld only come off her hand when she decide to wear it anymore. Thus meanin u wld not let go off her unless she wan u to do so.

I might write in the card tt came wif the gift.
My luv towards u is jus like the bracelet tt is wif u nw. It wld make u feel the presence of my luv. But still gimmin u the freedom tt u nid, nt makin u feel v irritate. I wld always b wif once u put on the bracelet.I wld nt the one breakin up wif u, unless u c no future in our luv.

2005-07-22T09:32:00.000+08:00

习惯

我从来都不知道习惯一个人的感觉

直到你出现的那一刻起.

是你让我深深的体验到这个感觉.

每天和你谈天几乎变成了一种习惯

我就不知不觉被你吸引了.

一天没有你就好像少一个生活习惯.

当我开始对你的存在产生了依赖.

你就做了一很残酷的事.

你从我的生命消失了

我直能对自己说一句难以置信话,

我已习惯的人从我的生命消失了

不管我如何尝试去习惯寂寞,

我还是想念着拥有你的日子.

2005-07-22T08:43:00.000+08:00

Yo ppl i m bloggin for 3days straight le, gotta to keep up my gd work. Today is a v tirin day, cos i woke up at 6 for my lecture at 8. Haiz tts the prob of stayin faraway frm sch, but i come to love everything n everyone there le. Dun say i m lame again, when i m tokin abt my heartfelt tots.

But i tink tt the C++ practical quiz is ez if i study harder. Haiz at least i still can pass la, dun b so fussy over bygones. Anyway 1 more day to term break le, YES MAN the rest i nid is here aft 8wks of sch n 5wks of quiz since wk3. Btw i tink tt its v stupid for us to argue abt VB or C++ is better. My view is tt every programmin lang has its pros n cons. So dun come at me wif tis kind of crap, but i still got sth gd to say abt both of them.In VB u dun nid to do the UI but C++ does. N VB the syntax is more like english thus ez to understand. In C++ u will understand certain things abt y other programmin lang can do all tis n it shows u some of the things tt r hidden frm us in other programmin lang.

Hope tis can make both camps happy. N dun criticize other ppl interest as the person might gt mad or feel hurt deepdw below. Moreover dun ever force someone to like sth tt he/she dun like.

GUYS OUT THERE ENJOY UR TERM BREAK. N aft tt our battle is comin. U hav two paths here: Overpower it wif everything u gt. OR Let it overpower u wif everything it gt

Bye to everyone readin till the end of my post.

2005-07-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

Its the middle of a sch wk, i kinda feel like usin my middle finger today. Cos of certain things, its my java practical test. I practically screw it today as i made some stupid error due my laziness to revise. But i noe tt i cld pass v well in tis time. Arghz i feel like cryin tt mux until i gt no tears left to carry on wif it. I tink i shldnt b complainin abt it bcos there ppl who cant even do anything abt the qn in the test.

Hope everyone will pass tis test. Esp all my frens n ermm.......... I duno who la . Watever tis is jus some crap.

Today alex said/did sth tt i dun even remember doin. Mayb i m wrg to say i dun remember but i really dun remember it n those c++ ppl oso say "got meh". Ok if u wanna noe the details, i will write it in the followin lines.
First he say i was luffin at them last wk abt they havin vb lecture n i dun hav lecture. But i rather hav lecture as wifout my class end at 12 n i can only go hm at 2. So long sia, if gt pretty gal or nice car to b wif i wun mind lol.But Kc thx for ur company.
Dan he was guffawin away there, sayin tt "Haha u gt c++ lecture, last wk still luff at us". Anyway i wld rather luff for joy tt they gt lecture as i cld spend 1hr in the vb lecture. Thus learnin sth more.
In conclusion i hate to hav no lecture for c++ n vb on the same day as i wld b bore to da bones

Alex hope u r nt offend by tis. If there are any mistakes in the post u can correct me.

2005-07-20T12:45:00.000+08:00

I v long no blog le. Sry for nt bloggin, i studied for 8wks le. So fast gg to term break liao so happy. But i felt v confused abt myself tis time round as i seem v lazy n i m nt full of drive anymore. Feel sad everytime when i m alone at hm. N most ppl ard me r lookin for job or r workin, i feel tt wld it b tt ez for me find one too lol. I hope to walk out of tis sadness soon, mayb she is the only person who cld let me smile once more. Too bad shes too bz lately so dun c her tt mux online.

Enuff of sad stuffs today, but i felt better aft doin so. Ytd went to AMK central the Seoul Garden to celebrate Fad's 23th Birthday. He is in diff class nw , but i still cant forget the times he is still wif us. U always gt someone to help u when u r in doubts or difficulties, he always tt someone u can turn to. But dan again wld i forget everyone in 0401 or wld everyone forget abt me. I hope tis wldnt happen. Ytd was v fun as Mr Foo our yr1 sem2 maths lecturer was wif us too. And he v gd to me, always ask me if i wan any food. Haha i v paiseh lo. But i cant reject his kindness too. Aft dinner he was tokin to us abt his life experience n his values towards life. I felt like he is like a grandpa to us. But he tok abt 5566 n 183club members wif us, OMG i din noe Mr Foo so updated de. Dan aft we left Seoul Garden n went to the arcade. N Xavier was there playin the drums, n cavin + leon were shootin their way thru a game. I gt to use OMG again, wei xuan was v gd wif drums for a 1st timer. Only tt we had to keep our distance frm her as the way she use the drumsticks might hit us.

2005-06-17T10:47:00.000+08:00

Halo my blog how long have didnt crap on u alrdy. Hope u feel sad abt tt i m nt doin so to. If u r nt dan i dun write liao. Sch started for 3wks liao lol, gt to c everyone tt i miss lots in my hols. But sth abt me changed , i dun feel v attracted to her anymore. I tink tis shld b wat ppl called crush , u tend to lose ur passion towards someone. Tts y i agree wif the phrase "u like a person to noe a person, u noe a person to hate a person". But i dun hate her, its only tt i feel both of our worlds r rather different. Dun tok abt her anymore. But i m always tinkin is there hints given to me which i dun even dare to tink tt a gal likes me.

Lets tok abt last sat.Wat a wonderful day i had. I went to the 933 concert at taka, my seat is jus a few metres frm the stage. Wonderful seats when the concert kicks off, n the DJs told us the music wld b quite loud. Wahaha i jus love it, the concert start at 7 wif two female DJs as host. Jia Hui n Pei Fen, they r quite pretty cos their dressins r jus those kawaii gals out there. And they r so close frm my seat LOL. FIR is the 1st grp to perform, their performance is great n i cld c Faye frm such a close distance. She is v gd in singin n was lookin towards where my frens n i r seated. Her eyes r quite captivtating jus as the reasons i m attracted to her. The music is v nice wif those rock elements in them. The rest of the concert was still ok but FIR is the best lol

2005-06-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

Back to sch once again kinda c the sch until abit sian liao aft 1 yr. But the class seem v different tis sem wifout Fad n Xavier. Wifout Xavier the class seems v quiet lol we r enjoyin tis peace lol. (Hope u noe i m jokin). Wifout Fad all of us seems to lose someone tt cld ans most of our qn n a indescrible sense nt havin him ard. Mayb cos i tok quite a lot to the both of them. But Xavier has been a class crasher tis few days mayb hes too bore.

I tink our C++ lecturer Mr Chew is a rather typical poly lecturer. Always say internet is the ans. He seems to hate vb cos hes tokin abt all the bad things abt it. I like his attitude lol cos i dun like vb too. Wonderful 1st wk of sch.

2005-05-23T04:43:00.000+08:00

One more week to sch reopen le. I got some mix-up feelings abt it, i feel happy bcos can c my frens but feel sian bcos of the sch proj n the stress i will b sufferin again. No matter wat it is i will enjoy myself to the fullest first.

Was lookin at my sch timetable ytd n found out tt mon got nite class. 1st reaction is wtf nite class again haiz y nyp so bian tai to us. As it is to suit the part-timers workin life n we as students got to ren ming unless we ponteng the lesson n bai tuo frens to scan card lo. Chose the path n walk the path. One of my fren say got nite class is to let us c the night scene of nyp which is v "chio". I kinda feel tt her tinkin is rather +ve . Hey it wld b gd to keep myself alive during the nite class n listen in class.

2005-05-19T03:21:00.000+08:00

Jus gt my new spectacles ytd its half frame wif sunshades de, i tink i look rather gd in it lol. Mayb shld ask my frens to comment on it. Hope they say "Shin ming u look v gd in it". if like tt i might blush abit lol. Or too happy to tok liao. I still remember last fri i was tinkin of gettin which frame n design. Aft 1hr dan decided on tis frame dan went to shop ard giant n guess wat i saw . I saw someone tt i admire a lot. Its jay ba du kong jian mv playin on a v gd hi fi system. Wa gt two big subwoofer the bass v shiok . I only watched a few of the mv, i like the hui dao gao qu the most cos its abt two high sch lovers tt hav a v sweet n fun relationships together. So envy of them but as the song title say , its abt the past.

Haiz fallin in love only gt 2 outcomes which is break up or be together forever. So mus b able to cope wif the bad outcome or else sure v sad one. I duno y always will hav crush on gals tt got bf one. Mayb girls look prettier when they r in love, as i say its crush i lose the feelin aft awhile as i feel v sian of it. But when i tok to pretty gals i might blush so tis is a hint to gals, if u r pretty i will blush . Hope to go back to sch n c if there r freshies tt r v chio one Oops i tok abt one of the bore things i will do in poly. Mayb if i gt a dear liao cant do all tis or else later she angry wif me lol . So i will b single for nw. Dun write liao or else ppl will wu hui.

2005-05-14T03:02:00.000+08:00

Ytd i fell n hit my com table wif my head. Its kinda painful but it reminds me of one of my emo which is a person smashin his head on the com table. I was jokin abt it on wed tt hittin the table sure v pain, n i was the person to try it. My head was lyin on the table n my neck n collar bone was leanin on the table. Wif sth ard my throat abit hard for breathin. My mum jus went to the work during tt time i struggle like mad to grab hold of my handphone n dial my mum hp num. As the hp was quite far away i shouted like mad into my phone jus those soliders in black hwak dw. While waitin for her to return, i was singin along wif Jay Zhi Zhan Zhi Shang. But cant sing v well in tt position cos its abit pain n mouth cant open properly. My mum is back aft i m done wif tt song lol i m saved. But my chin v painful so i cant tok a lot. Its nth bad so dun worry abt me k.

2005-05-10T04:20:00.000+08:00

I forget to blog since last wed when i got my results. My results dropped abit tis sem but still quite gd la. I got A for my java n maths. I got B+ for my ASP.NET phew it was the paper i had the least confidence. I got B for my comm skills n my proj. I got C+ for my jap as had no time to study for it n my dcn which is sth tt make me lose out abit. I lose to Felicia n Tiffany in dcn mayb i too lazy or over confident wif my paper. Anyway i lose to them so its useless sayin anything now. I mus work harder nxt sem to get back my 3A 3B 1C grade n maintain a gpa of 3.5 lol.

Saturday i went to suntec wif my family to dine at a jap restuarant first of all i tink forget my jap lol. Din really catch wat r they sayin thruout the shop when a customer enter the shop. Anyway i tot of tryin the salmon sashimi too but my stomach wasnt feelin well tt day haiz........ So i settle for the eel instead but the eel wasnt v fleshy so din really get to eat much of it. Aft tt went shoppin at suntec the shop i was attracted to the most is the Nikko cos it got my fav things which is cars models. The cars models r so small but so exp is it tts y ppl say collectin cars is an expensive hobby. I was tryin to find the AE86 frm one of my fav anime Initial D but lazy to do so mayb shld write it in my birthday wishlist to c if my frens wld b so kind to buy it for me as my present.

Ytd my two sec sch frens came to my hse n teach me how to play utopia abit but my stupid internet got dc haiz. Or else can learn more

2005-05-05T12:51:00.000+08:00

Yo ppl i tot sth v lame today in msn wan to wat is it? Its on types of laugh wats tt?
A few examples to kick start my lame propaganda
LOL = Laugh Out Loud
ROFL = Roll On Floor Laughin
LMAO = Laugh My Ass Out
Tis r wat we noe commonly.

The followin is wat i tot of by myself

LLH = Laugh Like Hell
LTNB = Laugh Till No Breathe
LTPB = Laugh Till Puke Blood
LTS = Laugh Till Stomachache
LYHO = Laugh Your Head Off
LWHKAW = Laugh Wif Head Knockin Against Wall
LWT = Laugh Wif Tears
LWFP = Laugh Wif Fist Poundin
CSL = Cant Stop Laughin
CYSMUL = Can You Stop Makin Us Laugh

I noe some of things i wrote might seem v stupid to u but if u tink tt it can b improve pls drop a comment in my tagboard. Hope everyone is nt sick on me being tis lame

2005-05-04T12:50:00.000+08:00

Today i was v bore as usual , but bore until dun even feel like playin RO. The mood abit high n low today lol. Like the HL milk except mine is HL mood. But i dream of sth v stupid again which is my exams. Wat is gg on wif me lehz. Anyway lets wait n c my results tml, hope gt 3A at least or more. Watched anime like siao today until i start to fascinate tt wun it b v gd if i m like those characters in there who r v strong. Haha y i always tink abt things like tis mayb i wanted to walk too mux. Wonder can i walk again n do everything by myself. If i m cure i wld play like mad wif my frens n go out wif them until they sick of it lol. Mayb i might go to pub to c the place for myself. Most importantly mus get a drivin license n drive ard in my dad car or my own car. I m tinkin too mux again. wish n pray v hard tt i cld b cure n pursuit watever things tt i like.

Hope everyone in IT0401 wld b v happy wif their results tml if u din perform well dun b sad if u really work hard for it. Mayb i nid those words for myself lol. Anyway hope our class will remember Fad n Xavier aft they go DET. Fad is a gd class i/c dun u agree? As he do lots of things for us like answerin our doubts abt sch stuffs. Xavier is too talktive or is mouth is abit foul sometimes. But he isnt too bad. I tink i might miss the both of them. Haha i m a boy n still say tis quite of things abit like girl lol. Everyone hav feelins except how mux of it do they show in front of ppl only.

2005-05-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

Ok let me blog on wat i did on fri . Fad organise a movie marathon at my hse only 5 ppl turn up tt day . We watched a movie called hacker it was a nice show as it tok abt programmers tryin to stop someone bad doin a serious crime. Secon movie is kung pow which is v lame n we r luffin lik hell.Then xavier was v bore n he started makin a rifle frm lego bricks lol. Then we watch 13th floor which i dun quite understand it. Its abt a program existin in another program. The last show is gossip which on how a uni student was tryin ti deny a crime he did b4 on how he was trick into admittin tt he did the crime.

2005-04-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

Y is the weather so hot lately haiz. It makin me gg siao n start to tink of lots of things ard me. Firstly is my ever persisent dream which i had, it is i can walk n grab hold of my own happiness. If u keep on dream abt sth does it means u tink abt it a lot. Will it come true in the near future or a dream is nv meant to come true. I hope its nt the latter or else lots of ppl wif my conditon will nt b able to walk again. I will continue wif tis dream until the day i walk again. But i m tinkin if i m cured will i turn into another person tt isnt the person i m now? Mayb i will bcos i might nt b able to handle my freedom. Enuff of my dreams all tis. I shld b tinkin wat i cld achieve being on a wheelchair n being more realistic abt things.

I suddenly tot of a rain scene lately which i feel like writin it dw.

There is a heavy dwpour outside of the cafe tt u r in. Frm the cafe windows u cld c some ppl runnin towards the cafe. And there are some ppl out there who r enjoyin themselves in the dwpour. At tt pt of time wat will u b tinkin of doin, i will stay here n b dry or lets get out there n b drench. If u chose the first option it means u r aware of the outcome b4 u do sth. And the second option means tt u will always enjoy urself first dan tink abt the outcome later. So which type of person u r? For me it might b the first option as i noe tt when i m dw wif a cough or flu, its nt only me tt will suffer but my parents too. As they gt to help me clear my lungs of phlegm if nt i will cough like mad n experience shortness of breathe.

Now the heavy dwpour has turned into a drizzle. The raindrops r droppin in a v soothing tune n glitterin in the sunlight. Its quite a nice scene rite? If u hav a few hrs to spare will u order another cup of coffee n sip it while lookin at the ppl walkin outside or jus grab watever u had wif u n walked out of the cafe. Again is the wat character u r when u chose a certain option. First option : U noe how take notice of beautiful moments by slowin dw ur pace when u gt the spare time to do so. Second option: U r always rushin ard tt always miss out the beautiful moments in ur life. I will take the 1st option as i gt lots of spare time n i like to do things slowly so tt u enjoy every moment to the fullest.

Hope u will tag me on wat option u made n whether u tink tat my analysis is rite. Thx for doin so n readin thru tis post

2005-04-26T04:24:00.000+08:00

This is a story i copied frm my fren's blog

Riffus is a boy who has to rely on wheelchair for his whole life. He is just like a normal child who studied in a normal school. After his O level he managed to get into the poly and the course he wanted. He was very happy that he can do what he like most which is programming. But deep down inside him, he was very worry about whether anyone would help him in school. As all his secondary school friends went to different poly.

Finally after a few months of waiting, the school orientation has arrived. Of course all his fears are bugging him again. Despite all his fears, he decided to challenge himself once more. “I must make a few friends during my orientation,” he told himself. Given his talkative nature, it wasn’t hard for him made some friends. During the whole orientation, he was looked after by the school seniors who are very good to him. After three days, the orientation ended, Riffus was still uncertain about his new environment.

After a week, it’s the first day of school. He just went to school without all his worries. Due to the fact that earlier on the class chairman arranged a duty timetable for taking of him. After a day with his classmates, he enjoyed himself a lot. However something happened to him during one of their practical session. He started to take notice of a girl from his class who is sitting at the opposite row. “She is quite pretty, why didn’t I notice her last time,” he thought. During the two hours, he looking at her a few times because he cant take his eyes off her. From then on, Riffus will always try to catch a glimpse of her face. After two weeks in school, he got to know that she is called Rin. Following that he asked for her handphone number from his class chairman.

He told her how he got her number in his first sms to her. In that sms he also asked her to add him in msn and friendster. “That wasn’t too hard,” he joked with himself. They talked about their interests in msn. From that chat, he left a quite good impression on her. He also found out that, both of them liked the same singer. Despite all this, he still felt that she only treat him as her classmate. Her friends and her spent some time with him on her duty days. Besides that they always go their separate ways with their friends. However he always talked a lot with her online and through sms. She would always ask him for help regarding school work. Of course he helped her willingly every time. In order not to so obvious that he only help her. He started helping his friends in whichever way he could. When Riffus started to know Rin better, he asked her if she is attached. He expected it to be yes, and it was indeed a yes.

At first he felt quite sad about it, but he told himself that a girl with her looks is bound to be attached. Therefore he continue to be her friend, hiding his feelings from. Then she asked him who he like in the class. He was too shocked to reply her, and told her nobody. “You idiot boy why didn’t you told her,” he shouted in his head. Finally after a few months of school, it is approaching examinations. Being concern about her, he asked her is there any problems with your studies? She told him that she do not understand the programming module. Being quite average in that module, he told her that the class will be having a group revision. He asked her to come along and she agreed. Some of his friends said to him “You are fast in doing so”.

He taught her everything he knew about it. His best friend who is the smartest in class praised him for being able to explain everything very clearly to her. He helped her until the day of exams. The days he spent teaching her was his happiest days. As he felt being disabled he is still able to help her.

When they got their examinations, he was very happy that the both of them got good results.

2005-04-25T06:09:00.000+08:00

Woo Hoo I enjoyed myself totally ytd , i get to meet up wif frens aft my sickenin exams. I went to tao payoh joint social services centre for MDAS 5th anniversary celebration. Its been a long time since i joined MDAS but i nv regret it. The DJ Li Yi frm 933 brought some cd for us too so kind of her , i grab hold of Jay cd as soon as i saw it. Mayb like his songs too mux, its the concert live cd n qi li xiang mv vcd.
Aft tat its the timeline n flashback of MDAS, i was in some of the photos which i dun even noe who took my picture. But they look gd , dan i v ok liao. it was followed by some performance by two clowns, altho clowns r v stupid i really admire the people who r clowns. They do all sort of silly things wifout feelin embarrass, jus to c the smile n heard the laughter of the audience.
Aft tat its lunchtime, the food was still ok nt v gd or v bad. Followin it was a balloon foldin performance, the performer Vincent is v gd as he invented some of his own designs which is kinda comical. Dan he brought a v big purple balloon which need to b deflated wif a electrical pump, i was tinkin how loud will it b when it burst LOL. Siao ar my frens scolded me.
Its the cake cuttin ceremony, n we planned a surprise for our Auntie Sherena. We brought out her birthday cake, she was so touched tat her tears rolled dw her cheeks. IF its i wld b too shocked to tok or cry, haiz slow reaction one. Its was indeed a great way to thx her for all her contributions to MDAS. Wifout all her efforts i dun tink i will meet all my gd frens tat i hav now.
Later tat we played a v funny game, u guys still remember tat purple balloon? We cld only use our heads to head the balloon ard in the circle. The balloon caught me by surprise a few times, it cld knock the air out of u jus like someone hit u in the face. We were all laughin like mad cos its too fun liao. More fun dan computer games.
Time to go back liao lo. But our grp of frens had some activites. HAHA we did sth v stupid again, one of fren went to toilet n took a v long time. We were too bore waitin for him, we played a police n bank robber standoff.
"U R SURROUNDED PUT U WEAPONS DW N WALK OUT OF THE BANK"
"U R GIVEN 10SECS TO DO SO OR ELSE WE R GG TO FORCE OUR WAY IN"
"10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1"
But he was still in there haiz our tactic din work. "Ni men heng chao leh", the first word he told us when hes out of the toilet. The standoff ended peacefully wifout any causalities. We went to marina south to hav steamboat dinner. Wah Lau v hot ar, can die frm it. We met another kind soul there, hes the owner of the steamboat shop. He gave us Sri Lankan crabs pincers they r v big n a bowl of shark fin. Hope can enjoy more of tis treament else where nxt time.
Aft dinner i took a stroll wif frens outside the shop, wa v coolin compare to the shop. We saw some v chio...............wat u tink it is? Gals or cars? If u say gals, we dan nt so bian tai. Its cars of cos, there was v chio honda city the car was modded v gd of all the cars i was b4. If i cld drive tat car to sch i wldnt mind cos can impress lots of ppl. We saw some excitin things too, c alrdy heart will beat v fast. There r three motorcycles speedin dw the road, they took the corner wif their bikes in a 45 degree tilt to the side. V style leh but if accident sure v cham one, hope they dun end up in hosp one day.
The end of ytd activites

2005-04-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

Ytd i was browsin the blogskins site to find some skins on anime. Dan the weirdest thing happen, i stumbled upon nice skin for my blog. I found a skin based on the anime Bleach. The creator of the skin shared the same name n surname as my sec sch fren. I was wth cld it b her, i v curious n went to the blog of the skin owner. Wah lau bu hui ba, its really her as all the blog links r names of my classmate. She oso like Bleach a lot leh. LOL y i so lucky in tis kind of things. Hope i m lucky in 4D too lol. But i hope they remember who i m . As din contact them for 2yrs liao.

If u wan to noe wat is Bleach I will tok abt it abit here. Bleach is not abt the detergent used for washin, as if i so siao go watch detergent. It is abt Shinigami, which is oso known as godofdeath /soul reaper or watever they r called. They r in-charge of bringin the gd souls to a place called Soul Society. N of cos there r bad souls which r called Hollows, here is where the Shinigami come in handy their job is to purify the Hollows into gd souls so tat they cld go Soul Society. Its a nice anime, tat made me whether souls exists ard us. So u shld watch it.

I feel v xia suay bcos ppl study biotech can do blogskin, i leh study IT still duno how to do lol. Anyway i html B only so nvm if i cant do.

2005-04-19T04:37:00.000+08:00

手

拥有一双手的用处何在

是否是让我能牵着你那双温暖的手.

我每次都不想放开你的手,

害怕一放开你的手就像会失去你似的.

我一感到这个不安的感觉时,

我就会有一个想把你抱在怀里冲动.

在我的怀里你是否拥有了安全感.

每次我都情不自禁得想抚摸你柔软的长发.

当你心粹时所落的眼泪,都会被我的双手抹掉.

一摸到你脸颊上的泪水我的心痛得心如刀割.

是否有一天我得懂得如和放开你.

如果这样做会让彼此幸福,

我就会毫无痛处的办到吗?

在那一天还没到来之前,

我会用我的双手让你找到幸福.

2005-04-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to a restuarant at the lvl 60 of the UOB buildin. My 1st tot is wa resturant so high later lift spoil dan customer all mus climb stairs lol. But v stupid of me to tink of tat. My parents n i took my uncle car. As my car is in the workshop, it got hit by a 5 Tonne tyre on my last paper. Luckily i wasnt ard n nobody got hurt in tis accident. WAH LAU the car v ugly on tat day c liao oso scared. The whole rear door on the left was practically dmg until v badly tat the door cant even open. The front door had a gap at the upper right hand corner. Haiz c alrdy feel v sad for my car.

The lift at tat buildin still mus call the guard to activate wif the keys. Security so tight hope really got use. When the lift rise to above lvl 40 my ear like got air stuck in it bcos of the pressure. The food there is gd.N the ppl workin r mostly frm China so dun really feel like a Singapore restaurant. One table cost $800 so ex, can b my 8mths allowance liao. My Primary 1 cousin v gd life bday still got go restuarant celebrate. If i v rich every weekend sure go restaurant eat lol. M wishfull tinkin again

2005-04-16T09:13:00.000+08:00

You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.

Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla

2005-04-15T10:09:00.000+08:00

Tis is the 1st time i m writin in my new blog. I tink tat tis blog is many times better dan my old blog. The layout is quite well wif a white background for ez readin n the font is in shades of gray or black which strikes a sharp contrast wif the background. The hyperlinks at the top rite hand corner make certain sections of my blog appear when u click on them.

Finally my sickenin exams r over or else i will b dw wif two things. Which is freedomsick n gamesick both r derive frm lovesick which everyone shld noe wat it is unless u got no feelins.
The game i m usin to kill time wld b World Of Warcraft (WoW) is it free? Of cos it is or else i wun b playin it. Let me help my fren Leon to promote his own server for WoW. If u want to create a acc u can contact me abt it. PLS use simple account name n pwd to ensure the correct info n for u remember well.

2005-04-15T04:28:00.000+08:00

This a touchin story of a independent blind woman who turned blind at 34. As she cld see for 34 yrs but being blind all of a sudden she cldnt take it at 1st. N how she overcome it eventually.

The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive, young
woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid
the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked
down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she
settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against
her leg.

It had been a year since Susan, thirty-four, became blind. Due to a
medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly
thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. Once a
fiercely independent woman, Susan now felt condemned by this terrible
twist of fate to become a powerless, helpless burden on everyone around
her. "How could this have happened to me?" she would plead, her heart
knotted with anger. But no matter how much she cried or ranted or prayed,
she knew the painful truth her sight was never going to return. A cloud of
depression hung over Susan's once optimistic spirit. Just getting through
each day was an exercise in frustration and exhaustion. And all she had to
cling to was her husband Mark.

Mark was an Air Force officer and he loved Susan with all of his heart.
When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was
determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to
become independent again. Mark's military background had trained him well
to deal with sensitive situations, and yet he knew this was the most
difficult battle he would ever face.

Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get
there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around
the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to work each day, even
though they worked at opposite ends of the city. At first, this comforted
Susan and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so
insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however, Mark realized
that this arrangement wasn't working. It was hectic, and costly. Susan is
going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself.

But just the thought of mentioning it to her made him cringe. She was
still so fragile, so angry. How would she react? Just as Mark predicted,
Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. "I'm blind!" she
responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I'm going? I feel
like you're abandoning me." Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he
knew what had to be done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening
he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the
hang of it. And that is exactly what happened.

For two solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all, accompanied Susan to
and from work each day. He taught her how to rely on her other senses,
specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to
her new environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could
watch out for her, and save her a seat. He made her laugh, even on those
not-so-good days when she would trip exiting the bus, or drop her
briefcase.

Each morning they made the journey together, and Mark would take a cab
back to his office. Although this routine was even more costly and
exhausting than the previous one, Mark knew it was only a matter of time
before Susan would be able to ride the bus on her own. He believed in her,
in the Susan he used to know before she'd lost her sight, who wasn't
afraid of any challenge and who would never, ever quit. Finally, Susan
decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own.

Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around
Mark, her temporary bus riding companion, her husband, and her best
friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his
patience, his love. She said good-bye, and for the first time, they went
their separate ways. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. Each day on her
own went perfectly, and Susan had never felt better. She was doing it! She
was going to work all by herself!

On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying
for her fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Boy, I sure envy you."
Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who
on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the
courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do
you say that you envy me?" The driver responded, "It must feel so good to
be taken care of and protected like you are." Susan had no idea what the
driver was talking about, and asked again, "What do you mean?" The driver
answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine looking
gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner
watching you when you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street
safely and he watches you until you enter your office building. Then he
blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one
lucky lady."

Tears of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't
physically see him, she had always felt Mark's presence. She was lucky, so
lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she
didn't need to see to believe - the gift of love that can bring light
where there had been darkness.

2005-04-14T04:34:00.000+08:00

This story i had heard B4 on the radio, at the start i was laughin like hell as the guy put salt in his coffee. V stupid person dan do tat, but it helped him find his happiness. We really duno wat fate has for us until the very moment. It may b gd or bad. Altho its like tis we shldnt say leave it to fate everyday. Unless u work v hard for it n still can get it, wat isnt meant to b urs wldnt b urs.

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home."

Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there."

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands. He had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living the happy life. And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you - the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell
you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?" She replied, "It's sweet."

2005-04-14T04:06:00.000+08:00

This is email i got frm my fren which is on S.H.I.T it isnt ur usual shit tat we output or scold. Hope u cld ltho(laugh the hell out) n post ur comments. So tat i noe my blog is still being visited.

Memo to all employees:
In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity
from
employees, it will be our policy to keep all employees well trained
through
our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (S.H.I.T).
We are trying to give our employees more S.H.I.T than anyone else. If
you
feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T on the course,
please
see your supervisor. You will be immediately placed at the top of the
S.H.I.T list and our supervisors are especially skilled at seeing you
get
all the S.H.I.T you can handle.

Employees who don't take their S.H.I.T will be placed in DEPARTMENTAL
EMPLOYEE EVALUATION PROGRAMS (D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T).

Those who fail to take D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T seriously will have to go to
EMPLOYEE ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T.S.H.I.T).
Since our supervisors took S.H.I.T before they were promoted, they
don't
have to do S.H.I.T anymore, and are all full of S.H.I.T already. If you
are
full of S.H.I.T you may be interested in a job teaching others.
We can add your name to our BASIC UNDERSTANDING G LIST of LEADERS
(B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T).

For employees who are intending to pursue a career in management and
consulting, we will refer you to the department of MANAGERIAL
OPERATIONAL
RESEARCH EDUCATION (M.O.R.E.S.H.I.T). This course emphasizes how to
manage
M.O.R.E.S.H.I.T

If you have further questions, please direct them to our HEAD OF
TEACHING,
SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (H.O.T.S.H.I.T).

Thank you,

BOSS IN GENERAL, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING
(B.I.G.S.H.I.T)

P.S. Now send this S.H.I.T to 5 people who need S.H.I.T in their life,
just
not the same person who sent you this S.H.I.T. They have already had
their
fill of S.H.I.T.

Thank you for your time. !
Sincerely,

The Director Under the Main Bureau of Super High Intensity Training.
(The D.U.M.B.S.H.I.T).

How do u feel abt shit? Is the workin place full of S.H.I.T.

2005-03-30T00:56:00.000+08:00

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen

Or lend a shoulder to cry on

You're there through thick and thin

Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

2005-03-30T00:42:00.000+08:00

I was browsin thru my frens blog n was attracted by tis name thingy n decided to try it out cos too bore again.

LIMSHINMING
L	is for	Logical
I	is for	Irresistible
M	is for	Musical
S	is for	Sincere
H	is for	Hip
I	is for	Impassioned
N	is for	Neat
M	is for	Mellow
I	is for	Industrious
N	is for	Natural
G	is for	Gentle

What Does Your Name Mean?

2005-03-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

You fear none but the infamous Fujiwara Tofu Hachi
Roku.

Which Initial D Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

I m too bore so i took a Initial D character quiz. Wow i m tat cool guy in Initial D Ryousuke the Redsuns n later the Project D team leader. He v yandao when he drive or watever he do always so cool. Just admire him but all is fake lol cos anime only.

2005-03-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

Finally ASP.NET project is over feel so happy tat Cavin fren helped us wif it or else i tink cant hand in anything. But java project is hangin there n i duno wat to do. Hope can complete in time. Tml got Java Test but i v lazy to revise cos i dun feel like doin . Hope it is ez tml dun b like my ASP.Net fail until so ugly 0/100. I v tired cos din slp enuff the past few days poly life always not enuff slp so cham. Lately start to find ayumi hamasaki songs quite nice n my desktop n laptop wallpaper is usin her pic. Duno y my passion is like the wind come n go whenever they like so unstable.

I v stress over shld i take VB or C++. I duno abt VB as gd as my java. C++ is the so-call the language tat created Java but later v hard i not die lo. So i duno VB OR C++. Haiz

2005-02-11T16:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to go my blog-readers.
Hows new yr for every1 hope its fun. If its not fun dan dun feel sad. I will blog abt my exp for it.

1st day:
Went to my 5th aunt hse as the last family lol haiz every yr like tat but still angbao to collect but mus say all the nice things over n over again. Or else we wun feel happy. Aft tat is my Ah gong hse. Heres the challenge his hse located at lvl 3, 2lvls dw frm the nearest lift. So got to b carried dw by my father n wheelchair let my relatives carry v troublesome but got help still ok. Its been a yr since i go his hse again, but my Ah gong grown old lots too bad i cant take care of him. But seein my younger cousins n my nieces runnin ard the hse i tot how every1 was ten yrs back. Its was v funny when i tot how i was make fun of when i was young. So my cousins n nieces r my target to make fun of. But they r jus so active n cute altho sometime they scream v loud while playin. My elder cousin was their clown for tat day. They r buggin him like his own children but he jus play wif them until he was v tired. Dan he tot a v lame trick, he ask them to count the peanuts which always increase by 1 aft they r done countin. They r v confuse abt it until we cldnt stop luffin. I went to play blackjack but always get 20pts but seldom get 21pts. I was so tired tat i jus slp in a sec in my bed.

2nd day:
I went to my mum 3rd sis hse.Theres something funny at her hse. Theres a Zhao Cai Mao tat play Chinese New Yr music when u r withtin its range. Jus like intruder alert system but i m not a intruder. My cousin dog was dressed in a pink dress now the dog r so hao mi. My nephew v cute but still duno how to tok, but luff a lot until all his saliva drool on his shirt. Y babies drool so mux?Y r they so cute?But they r handful to tk care jus like me. Only i not cute like them n heng i dun drool lol. How i wish i got the strength to carry them but too bad i cant So Sad. Played my nephew dad who is my v kiddo elder cousin ps2. The Initial D game v hard to win for first timers but my elder cousin v pro his drivin v style so jealous of him lol.
Later in the evenin went to my Dad 2nd sis hse. The kids r runnin all over the hse they r always so active jus like battery wif v long life. I won some $$ at blackjack, when i was the dealer i won 2 rounds out of 3. Too bad i blew the last round or else got lots of $$.

2005-02-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

I got nth better to do so i take tis Naruto character test. It turn out i m Naruto lol nv noe tat i m such a peron. I feel tat i lack confidence, but I love starin at ppl who stare at me. Or joke v loudly abt I m a high voltage guy tat shock any1 in sight. If u say i m energetic its abit true cos i feel v sick if u ask me to stay still. Even if i m stayin still my mind is still movin. Dan the gogetter i duno its meanin.

Chinese Works

2005-02-07T02:12:00.000+08:00

I m displayin my older chinese stuffs again cos i nid to let go of some feelins
Use encodin to view the chinese words

矛盾

我在人海里潜水时遇见一条美人鱼 , 那条美人鱼就是你!!!!!!
从那天起我就一直寻找者你, 每次找到你我的心就想接进你.
却每次都让你游掉, 或者就是静静的仰望者你.
我想让彼此的距离给缩短,却做不到.
因为我缺乏勇气缩短彼此的距离.
还是我们实终是属于两个不同世界的人.

这之有我自己知道, 没有人能比我更清楚.
但是我就是没勇气做我该做的事.
也许喜欢你不带表拥有你, 而是懂得如何让你快乐.
这应该是胆小的自己, 没去尝试又怎样知道.
万一拥有彼此会让我们找到幸福与快乐.

This is translation of it:
“Dilemma”

I met a mermaid, while diving in the azure ocean. That mermaid was you. From that day on I have been searching for you. Each time I do find you my heart yearns to be close to you. Yet each time I let you swim away, or I'll admire you from afar. I wish to shorten the distance between us, but I couldn't. As I lack the courage to shorten the distance. Maybe, in the end, we belong to two different worlds.

This, only I know. No one else understands like I do. Still, I lack the courage to do what I should do. Probably liking you doesn't mean having you, but rather knowing what makes you happy. That must be my cowardly self. How would I know the sweetness without tasting it? What if having each other would let us find bliss

End

Original Version by: Lim Shin Ming (Shinigami)
Translated by: Eugene Huang Yong Qiang

Hope everyone tat understand tis gimme a comment K?

2005-02-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

I m knocked out by cough which turn to lung infection got to stay at hm for 3 days jus treat as a rest frm my bz life . Aft stayin at hm for 2 days i feel tat i m losin touch wif myself, so i m findin back wat i had lost in order to find some drive in my life. Been playin C&C Generals to kill time only dan i found out i feel so refresh aft playin it. I feel tat i got everyting to crush my enemies like ants. Destruction awaits in every game, watchin my enemies fall like domino is too fun to stop. But if war is tat destructive y mus we still hav so many wars HAIZZZ watchin innocent ppl caught in the crossfire of military. I tink JAY "ZHI ZHAN ZHI SHANG" reflects our anti-war feelin. He wrote sth in his bk "music is the most gentle weapon" i got the rough meanin only.

Anyway there r lots of rumors flyin ard me but none of them r true cos my life is once again fill wif games n java. So I jus take the rumors in my stride or else i will die of it. But i mus maintain my cool in all tis rumors cos r all false so i got nth to b afraid of.

2005-01-31T12:37:00.000+08:00

Sick aft a yr of not being sick!

How I hate to b sick, I feel like hell since last thurs all thx to my sore throat. I m coughin my lungs out, its takin a toll on my weak lungs. I m havin headache so mux tat i feel tat my head is breakin apart. And wif all the upcomin test i m dyin frm it, but i mus not b defeated by tis stupid cough. I tink m i being 2 hard on myself cos of my stupid determination. Hope i will recover wifout havin to go NUH chalet.

Ytd went to the Swensens @ Plaza Singapura 4 my fren Make A Wish party which is organised by Make A Wish Foundation. Its only for children n youths tat r short-lived bcos of their illness like me. He got a new motorised wheelchair wif headlights, signallights, taillights & a reclinin feature. WOW SO GD. Guess Wat it cost $9500. Aft it my frens got prob on which lvl of the mall shld we go. V confusin even worse dan my java.

But my problematic feelins isnt jus mi my frens wif the same illness is suferin it too. so i m not alone. I feel tat even norm ppl r scared tat they dun stand a chance to hav a successful confession. Dan wat chance do i hav, so i jus leave my feelins aside. Frens r gd enuff for mi, at least still can tok to each other.

2005-01-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

Gg out wif frens

Altho the title dun sound much to all of u out there. But for mi i tink its a bold move for me as i finally go out wif Cavin, Fad, Xavier, Leon, KC, Alex, Wei Xuan, Wen Yong. We went to AMK central rite aft sch today. Its a v sunny day today, but its been awhile since i walk in the sun. So enjoy the sun a lot cos i m not sweatin oso. I was being wheeled there by Fad,Cavin, Wei Xuan to save my precious batt. N its being a yr since i m being wheeled for such long distance. Finally reach AMK central aft 30mins of walkin, went to Ramen Ten for lunch. Guess wat i duno how to read a menu tat well, i shld go out more wif them or else will get stupid. I dun eat at Jap restaurant tat much but i tink the food is quite ok but better dan FJ a lot.

Aft lunch we go to the arcade, another place i hadnt gone for a long time. Haiz i m really losin touch wif the world quite a lot. So dun ask me abt public transport.

Maple story

2005-01-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

Had been playin maple story for a wk liao. I think tat the game overall was fun altho theres no storyline to it. N hack n slash its a v simple game but when i m playin it i tot of how the my java game will look like. Haiz sch work all over my head so sick of it. Since i chose IT i mus do my best.
N i mface wif a big dilema of whether shld i switch or stay in IT . Or will the ppl tat i dun wan to part wif will change course. I tink life is still full of partin of ppl frm our lives so i mus take it in my stride. Tat is y i always forget my old friends too fast , like i m v cold towards ppl. Come to tink of it is it time to get in touch wif them?

I had been betray by my eyes today. I tink i cant hide my feelings frm her for long

Rebirth of My Blog

2005-01-06T12:58:00.000+08:00

Finally, my blog has been given a new life. all thxs to the person who wrote the skin n Raln who taught mi how to do it. Hope all of u will like it. If not jus tag me n tell mi where to improve. Its been awhile since i blog so there are lots of things to write.

First is i notice tat our ASP.Net Tutor is really wat we call CC Tan. As his hand gestures n voice reminds mi of my Chem Teacher who is v similar to him. I m wonderin isit cos of their hormones or lifestyle. Maybe they studied too mux until brain got prob wif gender differenation. Either way I tink tat he is not lousy in teachin so who cares wat he is as long as he can teach can liao.

I bought the book tat toks abt JAY CHOU JIE LUN titled "Grandeur de D major". The pics in his book r mostly pics of Europe. The pics r v nice so envy him can go Europe n take so nice pics. But he always v cool in his pics isit bcos he cant smile or he lazy to smile? Anyway the book quite nice as it tells abt his life like how long he played the piano. Altho to others he seem like v bad. But he is a v filial son & grandson tats y nv judge a book by its cover.

My cousin is gettin married n shes the third one to marry liao. Duno wat to wear for her weddin dinner. Aiya care so much for wat oso no1 will look at mi. But the bride & groom always look nice. Mayb they r v happy tats y we c them like v nice lookin

The End of MY Blog

Blog Reloaded

2004-12-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

I m reloadin my blog again aft Alex said i din update my blog.

First thing i want to say is i got nth much to write today but i will still write. The weather tis 2 wks is so nice tat i feel v lazy to go sch everyday. But i hate to stay at hm so i jus go sch since i paid for it.

This wk is when every1 get into their project grp. As usual there will b some1 where every1 dun wan as a grp member. In poly its v impt to do well in grp work as there a lots of project. So i hope whoever tat is not doin mux in project bark up as its not a 1 man show out there. Even in the outside world its the same, if u r lazy to do anything ppl wun wan to work wif u. Or tok lots of crap wifout doin a single thing.

Last wk was lots of new lecturers some din even c b4 but i tink the Java tutor, Asp.Net lecturer& tutor r gd in explainin, Maths teacher was a bit cranky as he always do funny things. The rest r jus ok not too bad.

The couple wks back i was doin fund raisin n Christmas carollin for MDAS my welfare grp. Its v fun n tirin cos i enjoy the attention we get when we r carollin i feel stress but i still din let it get in my way.

Family camp

2004-12-08T05:15:00.000+08:00

Sun:
Finally i start to blog again cos i miss my blog 2 much liao. Missin things or ppl is v torturous its sth we shld hav experience b4 rite? Focus on the main topic now . Ya where were we oh the family camp WAHAHA(v lame rite?). I had so much fun there cos i let go of myself totally. But i was late for the camp heng bo punishment even if its runnin a few round the place i wun tired oso. But my wheelchair sure no batt later ke lian my wheelchair tat is only 1 yr-old tis dec let mi use until lik tat. But i din ill-treat it only anyhow knock in2 things v painful 1. In the camp i learn abt how to make frens but i wasnt listenin as its jus like comm skills YAWNzzzzz . i wan to slp but still gim face to the speaker.

Dan its time for games YEAH!!. The first game is abt describin things to ppl wif ur mouth dan they guess lo. I v gd cos i sec in my grp leh got 6/8 i aint a pushover k. I got 2 noe a jay zhou fan Wa nv noe got so many of his fans ard or else concert where got twice(v stupid lah shinigami).

Dan its lunch so hungry until wan die liao i was tokin n eatin wif my frens. the sec lesson is discoverin urself SIANZ AH as if i duno myself inside out i m human,male,17 blah... But as usual i found some stupid joke in class again n was luffin until like siao. The speaker use 4 characters in the story to determine our character. Quite zhun leh until v scary i will not tok abt the details as its v long.

Its tea-break 2 bad i v full cant eat haizz. Tis camp got lots of things 2 eat but i din eat a lot. its time for family telematch but i v blur always do wrg things duno y so bo brain 1 but still v funny so paiseh for mi(as if i will feel like tis). Play until v sian until mei mi le. If still got strenght 2 go on my frens n i wan go toa payoh central walk walk as if we can walk i tink roll better rite? I 1 2 slp in car but cant slp cos play until cant cool dw. Reach home like half dead liao.

Mon :
i was watchin anime n luffin like mad cos the show v lame lo i jus cant stop luffin. Its "saiyuki reloaded" the jap version of journey 2 west but v diff frm the china 1. They r not the typical monks we noe. They luv playin mahjong n drinkin but they v hard dan get drunk so cant drown their worries.
Abit intro here:

The monk name is Sanzo but he not like the chinese 1 so weak. He v bad-tempered always use his gun or beat Goku n Gojyo heads to shut their big mouth. He drink beer like water v hard dan drunk n smoke like siao. He v gd in killin Youkai(demons) he kill demon v slack cos he 2 gd liao.

The monkey is Goku. he v stupid 1 but fightin n eatin is the best i tink he fight v gd cos he eat v lot vice versa. His fav phrase: Sanzo i v hungry....... But always get whack or scold by Sanzo tats y he v funny.

The water monster is Gojyo. He v horny but quite similar to Goku in some wyas except not so noisy. But he always bully Goku.

The pig is Hakkai. He v carin n is a v gd cook

Tues:

I was watchin drama created by flash the storyline n drawin v nice

Fun Wk for mi

2004-11-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

Yo ppl miss my blog or me or not. I din blog since my bday rite? I so happy tat finally got my nfs underground 2 lol. The game so different frm it earlier part, it really pull u into the world of a street racer where u get challenges no matter where u r. U can play outrun wif other cars whereby u muz b ahead of them 300 metres in order to win them. N theres the Street X which is v excitin as u race on a circuit tat is full of tight corners. There is the Underground Racin League(URL) where all the elite racers go but the racers r pushover lol. I hate the downhill drift the most. Most importantly the cars r fully customizable YEAH MAN! I can drive SUVs in the game so fun but their handlin v lousy.

Dan on thurs went for class chalet its quite fun as i nv went for any class chalets b4. But i went there to slack n crap wif frenz n i played soccer on PS2 its so fun wif everyone shoutin ard as though its the real thing. I played sparkles too feel so childish but still enjoy it.

Who we live 4?

2004-11-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

This is the question tat have been gg thru my head everyday. I always tink i will b happy if i live the way i like but i wrg as there r ppl who hate mi 4 being who i m haiz. Y mus tis happen, i tink i cant make every1 like mi as i m on wheelchair n theres a word trouble tat tag along wif mi LOL. But theres nth i cld do wif tis F***in illness, tats y i feel tat i can see who is my true fren thru tis way. As the sayin goes: A fren in need is a fren indeed. tats i feel abt ppl in my life. Enuff of tis sad stuff. I got a prob now which is whether SHIT is the as foul as F*** tis word or not? I hope not lol cos SHIT i used the SHIT abit 2 much lol. I dun wan to hav SHIT on my blog it stinks as if we can smell it. Enuff of SHIT for once u piece of SHIT stop typin SHIT. Ok cut the SHIT.

I feel tat i m losin myself later as i started to follow wat ppl do for example i started bloggin when i see my frens doin so n started playin gunbound when i was asked to do so. I m so unlike myself as i m not used to doin wat others do. But i tink human live to b accepted by others so stupid lol. Is it tats y i dun like to b alone . I will not change my decision i made for myself as noone can decide my life as gd as i cld.

Phrase 4 2day: Even if u hate mi i cant stop being myself

First Week into my hols

2004-11-09T11:42:00.000+08:00

Wat is the meaning of hols?
I been slackin thru-out by holidays not doin anything everyday except play gunbound cos i muz defeated ppl in my guild. But i m too weak to do so. So train more lo until i bcum v powerful n start killin ppl wif ease.

THE WAR IS OVER BUT ANOTHER WAR JUS STARTED

2004-11-03T05:33:00.000+08:00

I so happy tat my exams r over. Finally i tasted thr freedom i have been cravin for like mad aft a mth of studyin at home and not gg for my boccia session. And i miss all my frens quite a lot, so happy can see them YEAH!!!!!!! Watever it is exams r over its time to play like hell , watch tv, slp late, do stupid things and many more things. I went for a orchestra reheseral at the esplanade last sunday its so borin YAWN. Dan at six the waterfront got a rock perform by a new taiwanese band called the liu jia yue tuan, the music v loud jus love it. But too bad my fren minghui dun like the music he say its too noisy, he like pop songs a lot. TOO BAD. Finally i understand wat fad mean by rock is the real kind of music .

I jus dl the resident evil 2 ytd its bit of scary i shld say especially the nite scene in the church where its quite dark. And when the nemeis is activated it carried a gattlin gun big gun n he jus spray the bullets like its water. So wasteful of him maybe brute r v stupid lol. But he can take lots of damage wifout dyin but he was killed when a helicopter crashed on him. Maybe tats the damage he cant take.

But all tis enjoyin is not for long, my association MDAS called mi to help them find manpower for tis friday. As we nid manpower to help in the packin of the greetin cards. Back to work so sad, but for MDAS its worth the efforts, i msg lots of ppl but all v bz wat a coincidence LOL. But its not so bleak aft all as there some of my frens say they will help mi find ppl to help out. THANK YOU FOR UR HELP AGAIN!!! feel so bad troublin all of u.

Death of fren i yet to noe well

2004-10-29T13:35:00.000+08:00

I m utterly shocked by his death as his health condition his better us as hes not on wheelchair despite his age his name is freman. Too bad i haven noe him well to call him my bro, so sad tat he die b4 i becum gd frens wif him. I spoke to him 3 mths ago jus a few days b4 NYP orientation. Yet hes dead now y muz godofdeath do his job again i hate him. But godofdeath isnt tat cruel aft all, if we see death frm a diff view. "Death is a release frm sufferings, but leavin the loved ones in pain." Maybe aft all hes doin a kind deed to the dead, but ppl misinterpret it as an evil deed. Haiz.................................. Y MUZ HE DIE SO YOUNG WHEN HE HAVEN EXPERIENCE HOW FUN POLY IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe i shld do sth abt my personal life n not let her disappear frm my life b4 i let her noe abt my feelins. But i lack the courage to do so cos of my stupid F***ING (sry i used tat word cos i hate the F***ING illness)DMD as i tink i might b burden to her or she might not tok to mi anymore. ARHHHHHHHH i m stuck in a dilema i tink jus use hints rather dan jus go head on wif my feelins. muz slp liao

EYES

2004-10-29T07:32:00.001+08:00

眼睛

眼睛是每个人不可缺少的东西.
没了眼睛就看不见世界的美妙和你的脸了!
你的眼睛也是最吸引我的.
可是我不敢面对面的看着你的双眼.
所以我每次都避开你的目光,
还是趁你不注意时多看你几眼.
你在我的眼里始终是那麽是遥不可击的.
我是多想知到我在你的眼是什麽呢?
不必说都知道了直是多一个朋友吧了.

即是这样我都不介意因为这样比较好.
我们终之是注定做不了做情人的.
所以现在和你一起时我感到比较舒服了.
也许我们真的是注定做朋友而已.
能够遇见你又和你做朋友也是一种缘分.
希望我们之间的友谊是充满着欢笑.

Scorpio

2004-10-27T09:20:00.000+08:00

Wat is the Characteristic of Mi tis scorpio?

I am writin this cos i felt v bore studyin the whole day. As ppl tat noe mi well will say i m v cheerful n noisy. But when i m at home i m v quiet as i feel lonely easily. Or i will b doin my things quietly n dun like ppl to look at wat i m doin cos it affects my tinkin process. If i m alone in the hse i will start tinkin of wat to write or my frens n all my mistakes. So i tink i m leadin v diff life in my hse n outside where my family duno wats i m doin. Overall my mood change v fast at home in nite as my mind start to become active wif inspirations n i will start composin my stuffs. Writin all my feelins dw enable mi to see wat i m feelin n remind mi of wat i shldnt b doin. Most importantly let mi do some soul searchin n release all my feelins. But lately i m missin my sec sch v badly as its been a yr since we last saw each other. And today two of classmates bday they r oso scorpio same as mi.

As i noe so far abt scorpio r said to be : V secretive (i m abit); Cold towards (not mi); Passionate abt everything they like(yeah i m); Loves revenge(i onli tink abt it but i nv do it); Quite interestin to b wif(i v borin one).

Some of my personal views: I feel tat i m a v emotional person sumtimes; I m gettin rid my selfishness; Started to care more for others; Becoming kinder day by day;

I have met 6 scorpios so far

Teachin Java for the first time

2004-10-24T14:56:00.000+08:00

As the title suggests i teach someone java for the first time quite nervous as i scare i might teach wrong. Luckily Tiffany(can type Tiffi nxt time cos its shorter) didnt ask mi too much qn on friday phew if not i might feel the stress, Thx for not makin it too hard mi. After abt 1hr 30mins of teachin her n Suet Ting java i find v gd for mi as it really force mi to question my understandin of java. So thx to them for helpin mi revise my java. I went home halfdead slp in the car. Btw is my java paper wif u cos i cant find it today. So i jus revise my 1106 quite borin cos all dead facts.Anyway i still studied cos i want to get a A for it. I studied aft i had my hair cut till v short feel so gd wif short hair. I studied from 3 to 7 wif jay song blastin like mad in the background so tired. Dan go msn to find ppl to crap i found someone my fren kevin who i haven seen for 1 mth miss him lots i not gay k. Anyway i almost faint usin my stupid com it hang like mad until i cant read my mail but i still read one b4 it hang. Its java again from i tink no nid to say rite Tiffi lor she v anxious abt java. I want to reply the mail but my com lazy to work it hang on mi. So i carry on my crap wif fren. Until she came online n start bombardin mi wif all her java qns. Some v ez tat i ans them ezliy but some v hard until i got to tell her i duno so throw face leh. But she v naughty keep on disturb mi while i m tinkin of ans dan use a word tat have tat resounding sinister laughter Muhaha............................ so creepy but i laugh like tat sometimes when i con ppl. so bad rite. But nvm i hope i manage to ans her qns n she can pass her java paper.

Phrase 4 2day: Questions posed for us force us to question ourselves

About Mi&DMD

2004-10-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

Life of a DMD person

Morning

Every morning lay in bed waiting to be transfer onto the wheelchair. Then everything needed for my morning rise is laid out properly awaiting for me. My breakfast is prepared by my parents and everything they will see to it. Although it sound nice having everything done for you. But I don’t want any of this treatment I prefer to do everything by myself. Than I will go to the void deck to wait for my ride and again to be transfer to car seat so much carrying it sucks you know. My mother will drive me to school which is Nanyang Polytechnic.

School

I study IT in school where I get to meet a lot of friends who helped me greatly. They help me to take my things like books, buy lunch and even help me wash my urinal. We had a wonderful time even though we knew each others for 2 months only. And I had troubled them for two months already I feel bad about it. I do not know how to repay their kindness. With them around my life seem very vibrant as I spend most of my time with them. After a whole day of fun its time for me to say goodbye I always look forward to the next day when I get to meet them again. If anyone asks me if I had ever like any girls, I think till now there are two only. But I do not want to have relationships with any of them. As I think I will be a burden to them rather than making them happy. So for me friends are enough already. I think friends are people that I would not forget for my whole life.

Home

I get home very tired although I do not show it in school. As I do not want people to see me tired as it is very ugly. I will take my dinner quietly if I am very tired or else I talk about my school. And all my friends will all start appearing in my head maybe people will think I am crazy. I will turn on the computer with my parents help hate this treatment. I will login my internet chatting account which is MSN messenger and start finding friends to talk to as I find it difficult to stop talking. I will chat until my household want to sleep even though I do not want to sleep I still had to sleep.

Sleep

As I need someone to transfer me to bed. So I am learning to sleep on my wheelchair so that I can sleep anytime and anywhere I want too bad I do not know. So I lay in my bad staring at the ceiling while thinking of meaningful phrases and my friends think I am mad. Then my eyes will close slowly with all the thoughts in my head. That is why I had so many odd dreams about phrases flashing in front of me. Sometimes I dream of my friends during my sleep. And that I am cure of this illness and I get to pursuit my dreams all this seem so real that I wish I will dream on forever. My tears are dropping at this point of time so old still cry so stupid. How I wish all my dreams will be fulfill someday.

A mixed feeling day

2004-10-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

Today i had a day which i m quite confused abt today as usual i m quite blur sometimes. Cos i m used to wakin up at 6 on tuesday. However i still went to sch at a later time to meet my frens: Fad Cavin Leon Xav Dina Alex Ice Rain & Xuan in sch for self revision the library is so pack jus like Food Junction during lunchtime. Anyway I am listening to my fav song its jay zhou "ye hui mei" album v nice i think Tiffany & Rain shld agree wif mi. To tok abt his album abit the first song is Yi Fu Zhi Ming the song melody v nice its abt a son who muz take revenge for his father who is kill by some gangster i tink. Now to tok abt the song i love the most is Qing Tian it start wif the slow strummin of the guitar v nice its abt a relationship tat started in the summer but i like the Music Video the most as it uses the pic of diff objects to form the word "I love U" i tink. I been tinkin who is so creative to tot of tat. Too bad i m single now nobody to try on lol.

Enuff of all this love is in the air thingy i tink muz use AA to gun it dw as if anyone can go wifout feelins. Anyway I dun have much feelins today but i will still write my feelins, i tink tat love is not only a boy girl thingy its a v important part of our lives as our families will always love us no matter what only we cant find a way to express it properly. For mi family love is v important as i m suffering from DMD which requires a lot care from them i am v grateful to them but jus cant express it by my mouth so i will write. I quite emotional now almost cryin again to others i seem v happy but they nv see the sad me n i nv want too as they dun any of them to worry abt mi. But for mi i wun not go into a relationship as i would rather suffer the hardship by myself as i dun want to b a burden to her so i will jus stay low n forget abt it as i tink she would b happier wif someone tat can take gd care of her n gim her happiness my feelins r gettin the better mi sry i got to stop cant write if not i will breakdown tats all. Gdbye to her n dun ever tok abt it to mi or else i will get angry or i duno wat i will do to u or myself. If u r curious find out who is it by observin mi. Tats all i feel so gd after lettin go of my feelins i m free now?Or i m lyin to myself n her.

Phrase 4 2day: Love is abt gimming n not takin wifout returnin it to ur loved ones

Rainy Day

2004-10-17T12:16:00.000+08:00

雨天

下雨时天空是否在哭泣呢?如果真是怎样.

那我在哭泣时应该是我的心在下雨吧?

我的一生是充满了许多的大大小小的雨天.

每次我哭泣完了,我的心情就会变得更好.

就像是雨过天晴似的那种情景.

可是我已开始怨倦这种生活了!!!

我直想找到一个属于自己的雨伞.

有了雨伞就不会淋到湿透透的了.

当我找到时我会去好好珍惜吗?

我说会去好好珍惜,说得很容易

但是我是否能达到这点呢?

还是会出现彼此分手的情节呢?

Weekend I m listening to Jay songs n start writin abt how i see love

2004-10-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

So bz weekend sianz........ Cant play boccia cos too bz hiaz...

I switch on the com once i had my breakfast bcos of the suxy asp i had to sit in front of my com. I rather sit in front of a pretty girl whole dan the ugly com. Watever I did the asp after some time of figurin out. Anyway i got it done after forgettin i had to take my lunch. Dan i login my msn and start chattin to my frens namely MH ,Kevin & Tiffany abt all sorts of stupid craps i feel like typing. After chattin for some time Mh & Kevin no reply liao always like tat nvm. I chat abt stupid things wif her duno y always find her to tok. Maybe girls r better listener boys as i m a v bad listener so cant tok to ppl v well. The details of wat i chat wif three of them is in my chat log so if u r curious hack my com to find out lol. If u noe how u can stop studyin in NYP as u r too gd to do so. U can go to work for anti-hackin co. liao.

How i wish my exams will end nvm i will jus study to kill time. I nid to understand my `enemies` in order to kill them so i muz study. If not they will kill mi so evil of them enuff of how i study for exams. I had dinner n the fish porridge is the worse i ever had even worse dan the chinese medicine which i had took for 5 yrs until they taste like dessert to mi. U might not agree wif mi if u take chinese medicine b4. When takin my dinner i was tinkin of wat to write for EYES cos writin abt girls v hard one u noe, u muz b thinkin of tat girl until u see her face v clear. Enuff of my trade secrets shhh no tok liao baka. I hope everyone had a gd dinner not like mi still tinkin while eatin maybe tats y i so focus on my tasks.

I love the nite for its so quiet n romantic especially along Changi Beach wif someone u love deeply where u can see the planes takin off n landin. Jus imagine airport is a place where ppl say their gdbyes to their love ones n reunite wif their love ones. Its such an emotional scene tat u can cry due to sadness or happiness. But y is it tat we always find the courage to tell someone our true feelins when they r gg to b gone from us. Maybe if the outcome isnt wat we wanted we wun b meetin each other anymore. And sometimes we realise tat wifout them ard, our life seems v lonely n when we see the someone after some time we dun feel anything for each other anymore or we r attached alrdy. Tats wat i feel everytime when i let someone go wifout even tryin to noe them or get close to them. Wow i got so mani feelins today maybe i m tinkin of her again or i m v tired.
I got nth to write anymore.

As usual pharse 4 2day: How many times muz I lose someone or something to noe their importance in my life?

Hope anyone who agree wif mi tats it meaningful enuff, pls gimme a tag k? Tats all i ask

2004-10-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

anime

song playin?

2004-10-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

Can u heard the song in the background?

Project Final Rush

2004-10-16T14:17:00.000+08:00

Btw i was v shock today as i got full marks 4 my maths quiz so happy i got full marks in poly. I muz work harder to maintain tis. Aft an hr of boredom in maths its dismissal time, when Leon wanted to collect $$ as usual Singaporeans run once hearin tis n my class is no diff. Gd Job being S'poreans

I had quite a fun n bz 2day as fad,cavin,dina,wei xuan came to my hse to do our 1193 project. The asp v hard to understand so i bug my gd fren MingHui like mad for ans hope he not piss off by mi. We had dinner 2gether wif lots of laughter abt how diff races speak i m not being racist here. We oso tok abt stuffin things into each other mouth or butt when we r angry so we might becum storerm aft 3 yrs in NYP my 2nd hm.

Aft dinner i lied to two ppl first is Ice later my bro Kevin on MSN i so bad. Feel fun leh cant stop myself. I made a decision i have decided to gim my chinese works to someone else in my class now wish mi luck tat she accept it although she attached i jus take tis as present to her as a fren i dun wish more dan tis.(listenin to jay song gimme heavy mood).

Phrase 4 2day: Can rain truly cleanse the land tat is defiled by bad ppl?

2004-10-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

2004-10-15T08:27:00.000+08:00

My first ever Blog
Hi,
Everyone here is Lim Shin Ming as u all noe i finally decided to keep a blog to let my feelins have a place to put them rather bottled all my feelins up, Its v painful as its a mental torment for mi , it may sound crazy to some but i feel it.

Let mi write abt my day i was composin my Eyes a chinese lyrics like thing, Fad was readin it out in front of Ice abt it she say quite nice.But not nice enuff for mi its half done i m still workin on it so keep a lookout for it.

Hope u all find my blog quite short.

Phrase 4 2day : Although our life is v short we shld be like fireworks, short-lived but beautiful. Bye Bye

2004-10-14T18:28:00.000+08:00